summer camp [ firis ]

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*TW* PLEASE DO NOT READ IS SUICIDE IS A SENSETIVE TOPIC!

Finns pov

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"Oh sorry Jack but this for the people in the cabin and also Finns here and you guys can't be together like in the same atmosphere" Sadie says looking at Jack.

"Well I guess I'm a party crasher" Jack sits down on a log next to Millie.

I'm so fucking done with him.

"Anyways.." Caleb says looking down at the fire.

"Anyways.. iris what we're you saying?" Millie says smiling.

"Oh nothing. I don't want to play right now"

"But you were starting to tell us and then Jack walked in" Millie says giving iris a pouty face.

"What did I interrupt?" Jack asked looking at iris.

You interrupted everything you douchebag.

"Iris was going to tell us why she won't date finn-" Sky coughs really loudly.

"She's already dating finn?"

"Well.." Millie looks up at iris.

"Millie can you please shut the fuck up?" Sky says glaring at Millie.

"Iris doesn't want to date Finn after camp" Millie says really fast and smiles.

Iris sits up and looks at Millie in disbelief.

"Wait that surprises you? I mean you guys thought they would last over the summer? No way" Jack says laughing.

Jack sits next to iris.

"So.. Why do you not want to date finn? I'll understand"

"Get the fuck out of here jack" I said standing up.

Jack stands up and stands right next to me.

"What are you gonna do? Punch Me? If you punch me you want get a green card, you'll leave camp. You actually won't see iris and all because you lost your temper. So go ahead. Do it."

I scoff and turn around and start walking out of the campfire.

"Finn! Wait!" I hear iris run after me.

She makes her way up to me.

"Wait! Wait! Where are you going?"

"To the cabin" I say just having my eyes on the cabin in the distance.

"I'll come with you" iris says walking next to me.

"I'd prefer if you didnt" I start walking to the cabin and dont hear iris next to me. I walk up to the cabin and open the door.

I shut the door and lay on my bed.

Why does he have to ruin every goddamn thing.

I can't even hangout with my friends without his dumbass.

I'm so annoyed with him.

He makes me want to scream.

I fucking hate his guts.

I fall asleep on my bed by just laying there annoyed.

I feel someone over me.

I look up and see sky.

"Finn, you have to come now! It's urgent!" Sky whispers and grabs my hand.

She pulls me into the forest.

I don't realize until she's dragging me that I left iris in the woods around 2am.

I left her because I was angry and didn't want anyone bothering me.

I left her.

Something happened to iris.

"Sky! Sky! Is it iris?" Sky keeps dragging me and takes me back to the cliff.

Where we jumped off to swim.

Iris is standing on the cliff looking out.

Is she..

We walk up and I can hear iris' cries.

"Is she.." I whisper turning over to sky.

"I think she's trying" sky's cries into her sweater.

"Iris.. it's Finn" iris keeps sobbing.

I look out and look at the water.

It's freezing and there's a current because of the wind.

She will die if she jumps in.

I walk behind her slowly and put my arms around her waist.

"Iris. Let's talk in the forest. Please come." Iris deep breathes and slowly turns around.

Her foot shifts and a part of the cliff chips off and iris fidgets and falls onto me making me fall on the ground.

I look over to her and hug her.

I kiss her.

She kisses back.

She starts to cry into my shoulder.

"Iris, what we're you thinking!" I say hugging her tightly.

"Sometimes I don't want to be here."

I kiss her lips and hold her face.

"You are worthy of life iris. You are worth it Iris Apatow. I will tell you that until you believe it. Iris, earth needs this angel right now. Not heaven. You don't know this but people need you. I need you."

"I love-"

"Shhh-Shhh. Don't let ur first L word be when you attempted"

Iris smiles and rests her head on my chest.

She falls asleep.

I pick her up and sky walks back to the cabin with us.

She opens the door and I put iris on her bed.

I take off her shoes and put the blanket over her.

I kiss her forehead.

I couldn't live without her.

I need her.

She needs me.

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