chapter 1 (edited)

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Being in a dysfunctional household was a challenge, allowing myself to keep intact mentally was a challenge. Life is a challenge, full of incomprehensible challenges. We as humans are simply just animals who think, it was nothing special but was glorified beyond the world. We barely know anything about our body. The amounts of germs in this world and our simulator. Is just letting us have more things to worry about and I realized that as life had past on everyone, us humans feared of one thing, death. As well of this thing you called soulmates ? Some people were gifted with their soulmates alphabets or maybe matching numbers, colors or, stars ? I was just gifted with a name called taeyong. Which is a name I had barely recognized.


mayhaps this was all apart of the simulation ?


As I snapped from my thoughts the bell had suddenly rung. From what I could remember it was still about 8 in the morning then I suddenly realized school has ended. Oh how I wished days would go by this fast when I'm on other days.

Starting off the last minute I have in school with putting my things in my locker I opened my old phone. Checking if there were any messages from mother. Who has been working sick for me and my brother. Women empowerment, am I right ladies and gents ?

My brother had been stuck in the house as of late because of his anxiety problems. He was coming back home from his job, however he had a psychiatrist who had been assigned to him. So that they had been making sure he was in tip top shape. It was his dream after all. Even tho I wasn't sure what type of job he had it was very motivating for me to see that everyone was working hard in this family even without dad. A latter thought came, what could I contribute ?

"HEYYOOO (Y/n) "

My friend  had chimed in luckily. Good timing. Her familiar voice rang through the corridors as she practically screamed my name

"Oh heya, nice timing"

"Yknow you've been really quiet. Is there something wrong ? What's up?"

"Nothing special, just thoughts" replied hesitant as this was a bit of a scary topic of mine. A tad bit of flaw the simulators has given me was, an over thinker.

"Yknow, I just found out my favorite entertainment company had plans to release this boy group, they're like taking auditions and omg babes, the audition trainees look kinda good !" She squealed.

A good technique my best friend did was to make my gold fish of a brain stop thinking thoughts that could fill it up even more was to distract me. With her kpopie stage she had today. Yesterday was white men now ? Kpop ? How new.

"Yknow there's also this one guy I really like his names yuta! Can't you believe it ? Finally the damn korean market has decided to add some of my kind !"

Noting to myself to not forget her ethnicity. Which was japanese.

"I thought you liked white men yesterday"

"That's old news. This is BIG news. The industry has sucked me in with their obnoxious tac tics how toxic"

"Don't you have school council meeting today, hansung?"

"Wait I do ? ....

I DO ?!

See you later hubby luv u" as she ran to her assigned class leaving me with the mayhaps unchecked news I hadn't opened.

A message from my brother consisted of

" Moms coming late, are you ? "

The time was unsure, as my time spent in my side job on this chicken place I worked at. The times were always different so I'd just have to answer once I arrive there and ask the boss.

Replied.

I heed a sigh as I had to get going. This was going to be a long day.

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