✓ | DEAR JOHNNY ( jenzie. )

chapter five ↝ i promise

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chapter five!
↳ i promise
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chapter dedicated to; jenziesdiary , thanks yana for always being there for me, you've always been this funny and sweet person, and i love that ♡
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dear johnny,

5th day, you still haven't woken up.

well, i guess the period of time for comas can be pretty long, like in the flash series, barry was in a coma for 9 months, i hope you won't be out as long as barry.

it's only been 5 days and it feels like years, john, years.

what if you'll be out long?

you can even be gone for like a year perhaps.

it's also been pretty boring without you.

but as avicii said in his song;

i gotta learn how to love without you, i gotta carry my cross without you ♪

meaning i'll have to learn how to live without you, which'll be really difficult, it's harder th a you think to live without you, john.

there's no fun, there's no joy, there's no being hilarious, there's no you.

it's nothing but sadness.

i was listening to our song today, and i was also looking for other songs, and i found one that you'd love.

it's called 'photograph' by ed sheeran.

i'll make you listen to it once you wake up, i promise!

you know what else i'll promise, john?

i promise that i'll love you forever.

no one should break their promises, and it's pretty easy to not break this one.

and when i say i promise, i really do.

i'll never break it johnny, never.

well, it's already a minute til midnight, i should be sleeping, but it's way too hard to.

but my mom's gonna find out anytime soon that i'm awake, so i'll see you tomorrow, john.

i love you.

bye.

love, kenzie ♡

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author's note!
double updating today :)
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question of the day!
what's your favorite song?
i don't know, but at the moment i'm really obsessed with 'end game', or anything else in the 'reputation' album by taylor swift.
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thanks for reading! see you lovelies in the next chapter :)