━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ chapter eight! ↳ i can't do this! ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ chapter dedicated to; elevenziegler , I DONT KNOW HOW I FORGOT YOU SKSLWL! but thanks trin for always being here for me!! we've been friends for quite a while, have we?? love you d0bbz ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SELF HARM !
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i open the door, revealing a clean bathroom with a bath tub, a sink, and of course a toilet.
i slowly walk to the sink, with a sharp tool in hand.
i think this is right.
should i cut myself? even just a bit?
i carefully bring the small knife closer to my wrist.
this is scary. i can't do this!
but it's right. mackenzie, it's right!
i accidentally drop the knife on my wrist, leaving a small cut.
okay, now that was an accident, i didn't do that on purpose!
i let the water drop against my hurting rist, it stings a bit but it's only for the best.
i dry my rist against the towel, carefully so i don't get hurt again.
i walk into my room, going to my wardrobe. i grab a dark blue sweater to cover up the small cut.
why did you think of that mackenzie? why are you so stupid?
better write a letter to johnny before i do more dumb stuff.
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dear johnny,
today, i did one of the worst things anyone could possibly think of.
i cut myself, but it was an accident!
but then again, i thought of doing it.
i'm sorry for being so stupid in these letters, i guess it's just me, stupid mackenzie.
i have to wear sweaters all the time now, once people notice, i'll have an even worse reputation.
you know what, john? thanks for putting up with me.
i don't know how you deal with people like me, it must be hard.
let's just hope i won't be dumb once you wake up, although, that's probably impossible.
well, i cut my right rist, and i'mwriting with my right hand, and it's beginning to hurt again.
sorry, but i need to let it rest.
love you, john.
i'll see you soon.
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