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dear johnny,
day two! still really hard.
my life really sucks. people in school have been real jerks.
they keep reminding me about you, which makes me scurry to the bathroom every hour, crying.
they also remind me of how fat i am. i should go on a diet.
they call me ugly. they say i am a user.
if i just weren't so stupid.
don't worry though, i guess you could say i'm fine.
or can you?
you know, it really does suck without you here, i know i keep saying that, but it's true, okay?
i really wish you were here, vin.
i remember how i teased you about your second name being 'vincent' , i just thought that it really doesn't go with the name johnny. do you still remember i also called you 'vin'?
it's really lonely around here. annie has to take care of her mom since billy has a business trip, so does hayley.
maddie's still in australia. gonna see her in about 8 months, still pretty long. i hope you'll be awake by then.
you know, i miss lauren too. lauren and i were really close, even you would get jealous of our friendship.
i lost her. i lost you. i lost everyone else.
everyday, i go back to my camera roll, and i just noticed how much you took secret selfies.
to be honest, i love them.
if you come back, promise me you'll keep taking secret selfies?
well, that's if you'll even make it, or if you'll even be fine with my presence.
i also saw a video of you, you were flossing.
it was really fun seeing you do that little dance, you were so skinny and stiff, so it would be even more funny than a regular person.
i also checked my box of memories. it was filled with polaroids of us.
there was this really funny one where you tried to make your nose look like a pig's.
well, it's almost 11:00 pm, and i gotta wake up at 5:30 tomorrow. sorry.
thanks for making me smile today, but also for making me cry.
see you tomorrow, john.
love, kenzie ♡
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