I keep thinking I see a notification for their messages
I don't.
I keep thinking they're gonna talk to me
They don't.
I keep thinking they're gonna call me every night like they used to
They aren't.
It's not their fault.
I just don't belong here.
No one cares.
No one would notice if I just died on the spot, right here right now.
I want to cry and I wish I had someone to talk to.
I want them back.
I want them to talk to me again.
It may hurt but it's all I want.
I try my best to make them happy and let them do what they want and talk about what they want
But my best was never good enough.
I'll never be good enough.
Dreams don't come true so keep sleeping so you can live them out.
I want to stay in my dreams forever.
I would have them by my side and them and I would never fight.
All I want is to have them by my side.
I need them.
But how can I talk about what hurt me with the person that hurt me.
It's not their fault.
It's mine.
It's always my fault.
I suck ass.
