Dear Annie

January 19, 2017

Dear Annie.

Did you know that you always have been the dearest person in my life? You understand me...

you understood me...

but now you don't.

Grandma says that all good things must come to an end.

I thought that was a load of bull.

turns out it wasn't.

I wish we could go back to when things were simple. When you knew what I was thinking, and vice versa.

there was a spot we would go together.

i go there a lot now.

to think...

to plan...

yet i never could throw myself off that bridge, just like you.

I've been there 3 times this past month. 3 times that I've stood at the guardrails and considered jumping, but then realizing that you would be disappointed, and I would go home with a little light in my brain...

like a candle...

too bad all candles go out in the end.

I'll see you eventually,

Lana