Roman's POV
I closed my eyes as he worked his hand through my hair. This was so wrong, but it felt so -
Wait.
No.
This IS wrong! What am I doing?!
My eyes snapped open, and I pulled away abruptly, startling Anxiety. He pulled away as well, the shocked sadness of ten thousand broken dreams reflected in his deep brown eyes.
"Anxiety, I.."
"No.. I-I get it. I'll just-"
Before I could say anything more, he was gone.
Virgil's POV
Cold air swirled around me as I resumed my place on the roof once more. I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my face in my elbow, feeling the icy sensation of a few stray black tears sinking into the fabric of my hoodie.
What is wrong with me? So impulsive...so..stupid.
Roman could never love me. Not, at least, as much as I love him.
I'm hopeless. A completely lost cause.
I lifted my head from the crook of my elbow, glancing at the edge of the roof, pondering if I should forget it all and just..do it.
Wondering if I should just jump off, and release my self from this hell, for what I wish I could say was the first time.
"Don't even think about it." A comforting voice said from beside me. I quickly turned my head to find the source, only to see Roman, sitting there by my side. I couldn't breathe, much less speak. A small, faint cry was all that could escape.
"It's okay." He said quietly. "It's going to be okay. I promise." He extended his arm to wrap around my shoulders, but before he could, I was already crying into his, clutching onto the fabric of his shirt ever so tightly. "Anxiety, I'm..I'm sorry about this morning. And last night. And.. everything. I didn't realize it would affect you so much."
"Roman?" I choked out between sobs.
"Yes, Anxiety?"
"I.." I couldn't form the sentence.
"No, it's alright." I felt his hand cup under my chin as he lifted my face up and toward his. "I love you too."
And then it happened again.
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I Hate You More {Prinxiety}
FanfictionIn order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present. But the sun does not fall for shadows. (directly based on characters from Sanders Sides by Thomas Sanders) This is a Prinxiety fanfic (RomanxVirgil) but there is a bit of Log...
