Our Numbered Days ∥ fillie

i need you.

chapter twenty-nine.

"hey, millie. i don't even know why i'm still trying to call you, i know you'll never pick up the phone again when you see my number. i don't know what i did, but i apologize if i offended you or pissed you off in any way. that was never my intention. it's not like you've been keeping track, but it's been four months since i've talked to you. i've called you every night, and i'm starting to call you less every passing day. i just miss you, i miss what we had. you were my best friend, you know? now i have nobody, no one who can compare to you, and i'm starting to fall back into that damn depression again. i finally realized you were keeping me going mills, you were my distraction. now that you're gone i just feel empty again, just like how i felt when i lost iris. ─just please answer me when you get this, because i need you. i need you so bad, millie."

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and those were his last words.
sike i'm just playing..
or am i?