Our Numbered Days ∥ fillie

it's already done.

chapter thirty-one.

"look millie, i know you're there. i know you told me you'd quit your job and to be honest i didn't believe you actually would, that was until maddie told me you actually did. i know you're extremely busy, and you probably don't need me blowing up your phone but.. i don't know what i did to push you away from me. i apologize again for upsetting you, i didn't mean it. you need to know that you were the first person in a fucking year to actually listen to me, to introduce me into something wonderful like harry potter, ─you opened my eyes. now it's been six months since i've spoken to you, millie. without you i just don't see any point in going on, you brought it back to me but took it with you when you left me. the point is gone just like you are and i-i'm just so sorry."

"...."

"i don't know why i bothered calling you but.. i guess i just wanted to say goodbye for the last time, mills."

"..finn, wait."

"it's too late... it's already done."

"done? what's already done?!"

"...."

"finn?! finn are you there?! dammit finn answer me!"

"...."

"this isn't a fucking joke, finn! answer me! ─d-did you take..? oh my god, you did didn't you?! i-i need to call someone.. sadie, call 911!"

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threw sades in there, i had too. she's queen.