FOREVER I DO || DEETRANADA AU ||

I got you no matter what chapter 12

*WARNING*
This chapter may contain violence physical abuse in or sexual assault and blood and suicidal attempt. This book/chapter or the Arthur is not responsible for any missfeelings or emotions you receive after reading this chapter or book. So don't blame shit on me moe. Please read with cautious. Adult actions may take place in his chapter/ book. This book is rated 14+

*KORI*

       
          I woke up with a pain in my stomach. It was hard for me to move. I couldn't stop imagining what's happening to dee and it's my fault. If didn't somehow get her into my life she wouldn't deal with this. This girl been through so much I didn't wanna add on. But it's too late, I got up to just go get something to drink and take a pain pill. When I got out there I heard the house phone ring. I answered it. Hello? " you need to come down to the hospital rn" Alyssa said. Why what's happening? , they're saying she's not breathing, they're tryna revive her now. I'm on my way. I jumped in the car and rushed to the hospital I got there about 10 mins later. I seen Latto , jae & the rest of them sitting in the waiting room. Latto came up to she's crying. I'm thinking the worst at this moment and idk what to do. I started crying not knowing what's going to happen to her or what going on. " they saying they don't know if she's going to make it , she doesn't have enough blood" Latto said covering her face trying to fight the urge to cry loudly. I pulled her to my arms. " were in this together, whatever happens we're in this together" I said. She still cried. "Thank you kori" , Latto said through her cries. We sat down and waited on the doctor. I come and tell us if she's going to be okay or what happens from here. But honesty if she dies idk how I well live with my self.

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A few hours past by and the doctor comes out. We all jumped up to see what's going on. " well she's alive and breathing we were able to revive her but she have to go into surgery and stay a couple more days but y'all our welcome to go see her before we take her in." Said the doctor.  Kori should go again. Jae said. I took a deep breath not knowing what she's going to say or how she's going to react. I walked with the doctor to her room he knocks and enters before me. " hello diamond someone wants to see you" The doctor said moving aside letting me walk in. She's laid on the bed eyes very low & an oxygen tube up her nose. "Kori" she said weakly reaching her arms out for me to come into a hug. I went and did as she please and kissed her forehead. How you feeling I asked. I feel like shit she said. I rubbed her face. " I'm so so sorry this happened to you" I said tear starting to come down my face. No no I'm sorry I was dumb I should've told you when I was suppose to. I shouldn't kept this a secret from you I shouldn't have let you walked away without telling you. Now I lost our baby and I almost lost you. " diamond it's okay I'm just happy your okay and living I love you I Should've listen to what you had to say. I tried to make it better by robbing a bank for you to save you and key but it failed that's why I been I jail , I'm sorry for being so dumb." I said holding her hand her hand weakly touched mines. " I love you kori" , Diamond said. I love you more. " okay time to take her into surgery the rest of your friends can see you after" the doctor said. I kissed her forehead and waved goodbye. She smiled At me. I went back into the waiting room. " how is she ?" Latto asked. She's weak but she's going to be better. Latto cried into my arms. I held her knowing this was hard and how she probably feel like it's her fault. It wasn't nobody knew what was going to happen to her or where the issue lead too.

*ALYSSA*

The later on that morning.

We all went how around 5am me and Jae woke up and was out in the kitchen we was suppose to be going to pick Dee up from the hospital after her surgery but the time got pushed back a little later so we're just going to eat and head down there and wait. " you good latto" jae asked. Idk honestly I feel like none of this would've happened if I would've never let dee went to the appointment by herself. She lost her child my niece OUR niece. I can't help but to feel it's my fault this all happened. " don't put this on yourself Alyssa none of this is your fault none of us knew this was gone happen. I know when we was arguing I was blaming you but I didn't mean it. I was caught and worried. Jae saidLooking down. i know but it's not even that I just feel it's on me, I should've went she asked me to go and I said I didn't want to , Gohhh do I feel stupid. I put my hand over my face and cried. " Awh Alyssa", jae said pulling me into her arms it's gone get better don't beat your self up. You didn't know so don't trip. I shook my head whipping my tears. Letting jae words sink in. I should blame myself I just can't help but to blame myself.  We finished our food and met everybody up at the hospital. When we got there dee was sitting in a wheel chair , me & jae ran and gently hugged she weakly hugged back & smiled. Are you okay? I asked. I honestly don't know. I a lot is on my mind right now I'm just ready to go home diamond said. We all shook our heads rolling her to the car.