"how do you tell someone that the reason you're sad is because you love them?"
I jolted up in my bed after having a nightmare just to hear glass brake downstairs and things being thrown around. i quietly got up and out of the bed to go check it out. i opened my door just for it to creak. so i mentally cursed at myself and waited to see if who or what was down there heard it. when i knew it was safe i opened it the rest of the way and made my way to the ledge. what i saw next permanently scared me. i saw my dad bloody and dead and my mom fighting to stay alive as she mouthed for me to hide. all i could do was stare at my mother as the life in her eyes slowly died out as a tear ran down my face. i was frozen in place as i looked at my parents lifeless bodies not sure of what had happened or why i couldn't have saved them. i then heard another crash from the kitchen as a grunt came from the same place. it sounded like an older man around 30 and another male voice came from the same place saying
"NO!" like a teenager maybe 15 around my age and then there was another crash.
i made my way downstairs and peaked into the kitchen just to find a girl hovering over the teenager with teeth that looked like a wolfs set of teeth and she had yellow-ish eye. she was trying to bite him. i thought maybe this is a dream, maybe it was just another nightmare but deep down i knew it wasn't. i knew this was all real. i noticed something shining out of the corner of my eye. A knife. will it kill this thing. i thought there was only one way to find out and before i could even think i grabbed the knife and ran over and stabbed the monster. she stood up to only realize it was my sister. i just stabbed my sister. she fell to her knees as her teeth went back to normal and i ran over to her.
"No no no..." i said over and over again getting louder and louder.
tears falling down my face. the older man grabbed me from behind to pull me away from my now dead sister that i had just killed. thoughts were ruining through my head.
'How did this happen to her' ' when did it happen' ' how could i be so stupid not to notice that my sister was a fucking werewolf or whatever.' 'monsters are real...' my last thought sent me from crying to freaking out.
"monsters are real. MONSTERS ARE REAL AND MY SISTER WAS ONE OF THEM!?" i said calmly at first then screaming.
The two guys looked at me like i was a lost puppy. i probably looked like a lost puppy. my parents are dead and i just killed my own sister. I probably looked like a train wreck. i slowly stared to go up stairs to go change and pack my bags. i wasn't just gonna sit around listening to people say sorry for your loss over and over again. i was gonna go with those guys wether they like it or not. i didn't even know their names. all i know is they were there to save me and try to save my parents; even though they didn't save my parents. I'm taking loosing both of my parent and sister pretty hard, but i just didn't want to be alone. i might not have been able to save my parents but i might be able to save other people from things like my sister. i finished packing all my clothes and changed. i looked around my room and saw a picture of my sister, mom, dad, and me. i grabbed it and put it in my duffel bag. i made my way down stairs and went to the garage passing the two men that were cleaning up the mess. i grabbed gasoline and made my way back inside pouring it around the house as i go. i got to my parents that were still in the same spot. i could feel the guys watching me as i do this
"What are you doing?" the older man asked
"what does it look like i'm doing, i'm going to burn down my house. no one will be here to live in it cause i'm going with you guys weather you like it or not." i said putting gasoline on my dad then turning to my mom. i grabbed the necklace from around her neck and put it on and put gas on her as well making my way around the house till i got to the front door opening it.
"i suggest you get out unless you wanna burn in there as well." i said grabbing a lighter from my leather jacket and lighting it as they walked out towards their car. i dropped the lighter down and flames burst in front of me as the younger one grabs my arm to pull me away. he turned me towards him and made me look him in the eyes
" that was stupid." he said then pushed my face away. i followed him over towards the car and got in the back seat.
"Whats you guys name anyway" i asked them the older one looked at m through the rear view mirror.
" I'm john winchester and this is my son Dean. he said putting his hand on deans shoulder and shaking him. "Whats yours?"
" Amanda st.clair." he started the car as i said my name
"nice to meet you Amanda." he said to me as we took off turning on the radio.
"And i you, john."
~~~time skip brought to you by castiels beautiful eyes~~~
we pulled into a motel parking lot and was woke up by the impala turning off. i slowly sat up realizing i had laid down sometime during my slumber. "we're here." john said looking at me a smile forming on his face. i got out the car grabbing my bags and followed the two men inside. when we got in a boy around the age 11 ran into the main part of the motel room a older man following behind him. "Daaad!" the boy said running into john's arms hugging him. "hey sammy." he said hugging him then setting him back on the ground ruffling his hair. "thank for looking out for him bobby." john had said to the older man "no problem john, who's this." he asked no one in particular looking at me "no one." dean said hatefully "Dean! what did i tell you?" john said demanding as dean rolled his eyes walking over to the bed "I'm Amanda." i said sitting a bag down and reaching my hand out for bobby to shake and he did the same for me. "john is letting me stay with them because my parents were killed by a werewolf, which was my sister. whom i killed." dean laughed " yea letting, you demanded it basically. you said you were staying with us weather we liked it or not." " why are you such a cry baby." i asked him "Why did you let her come here?!" he asked john "Cause she has no where else to go dean." " I'm okay with it" Sammy said "Thanks Sammy." i said " only i get to call him that. only family gets to call him that." i gave dean the most bitchest face i could and shook my head. "I'm gonna go take a shower." "yea you go do that. you stink. so did your house." that is what set me off. I dropped my bags ready to run at him and punch him in that smug face of his, but before i could someones arms wrapped around my waist keeping me from doing it. "Dean! outside now! Amanda go take your shower." i nod walking towards the bathroom and shutting the door tears forming in my eyes as i got into the shower washing my sisters blood off of me. images of my parents lifeless bodies lying on the floor. after washing my hair and body and i stopped crying i got out of the shower getting dressed into my night clothes. with consisted of shorts and a short sleeve black shirt. i put my hair in a pony tail and walked out to Sam watching TV. bobby was no where in sight and john and dean must still be out side so i sat on the bed. "Sorry dean is like that. hes always moody like he is always on his period or something." Sam said which made me giggle. "yea." i said chuckling "Thank you for not freaking out like dean did and being nice and all that stuff." i said scratching my head "yea, no problem." he said and smiled. i looked out the window to see john yelling at dean by the impala. dean looked at his dad like he was about to cry but was angry at the same time. john had stopped yelling and looked at dean as a tear fell down deans face and that was when john hugged him. they stayed like that for a little. john whispering something in deans ears. Amanda wanted to know what he had said to dean that made him cry. as they started to walk in dean looked at me through the window making eye contact i smile at him and he looked down, they walked in john in last closing the door. dean just standing there not looking at me. john pushed him towards me. "i..uh i'm sorry for what i said. i'm dean." he held out his hand "but you already knew that." i shook his hand "Amanda, but you already knew that."
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Almost Lover // Dean Winchester
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