Wildest Dreams

Kit

After Emilia left the coffee shop , he sat there for a while. He didn't know why she acted like that. She was normal before they left Belfast. Now she was pale and thin. He tried to remember old version of Emilia. She always laughed , she wasn't pale like today. He thought about the day he felt he was in love with her. It was their first meeting at Comic Con . She looked like an angle with her beautiful white dress. The way of her look , and the way she talked,  made him to love her. He never say anything about his feeling , the only thing he did was make her  his friend.
" Being Emilia is always my wildest dream "
He stood and left the coffee shop. He was on the way to back home. Kit could easily remember the day realize he still had feeling over Emilia. At that time he was with Rose.

.........

Flash back

_ Hello ? Is this Mr.Harington ?
She said while she was laughing.
_ Yes Clarke . It's Kit Harington.
She laughed again and Kit said:
_ How are you Millie ?
_ I'm good and bad.
_ Why bad ? Why good ?
_ I'm happy because today i'm going to watch Got season 5 last episode and i'm sad because it's the last one and in next month we have to start filming again.
_ Yeah , you are right. Do you know what's will happen ?
_ I just know my part , not anymore.
_ Wow !
After a minute silent , she started again.
_ Kit ? Can i ask you something ?
_ Of course !
_ Can you come here tonight ? If you have no plan.
He had a date with Rose but he didn't want to break her heart.
_ Okay ! I'll be there tonight.
_Thank you Kit ! I am waiting for you.
_ Bye .
He called Rose and told her , he couldn't come. She became sad for a second. After that he got ready as soon as possible. It was 7 when he knock the door. She opened the door and huged him tight.
_ I miss you Kitten.
_ Me too.
He stared at her.  She looked perfect. She was wearing a Red t_shirt and her brown hair was free on her shoulders. When he sat , she brought him a cup of coffee and some pop corn.
_ Shall we begin ? After this episode we'll eat dinner.
He nodded and they start watching. Emilia was really shown all of her emotions. She laughed , screamed but he was watching in silence. His only reaction was Oh which made her laughed. It was right before Jon Snow's death. Kit was nervous. He knew Emilia would be sad.

' Jon turned back and after that he felt a knife in his stomach. '

Emilia screamed.
_ Jon !
Kit smiled a bit when Emilia had tear in her eyes.

' Olly walked towards Jon. '

Emilia was crying now. Kit put his strongs arms around her and she put head on his chest and started to crying hard.
_ No ! Please ! No ! She screamed.

' Jon was dead '

Emilia hid her face in Kit's chest and cried.
_ He can't ... You can't die.
Kit storked her beautiful hair softly.
_ Sh ! Emilia .. I'm right here.
He looked at her. Her cheeks were red but still she was beautiful. He wiped her tears.
_ I don't want you to cry. I don't want to see your beautiful face like this.
She smiled. They stared at eachother. Kit could feel his heart beating. Her face made him so weak. He felt like those years. Years that he wasn't with Rose and he was in love with Emilia. He wanted to kiss her and made love to her but he couldn't. He still loved her. He still wanted her but he had to hide his feelings.

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Emilia

She wasn't all right so she went to doctor and the doctor asked her to do some tests. She was sitting in doctor's office.
"What' wrong with me ? Why i'm not the same ? "
This question was spinning in her mind until the doctor came in.
_ Well miss clarke .... I have some question.
_ Okay .
_ Do you have any affair in last two month ?
_ Yes.
_ And when was the last time you had your monthly ?
"When was the last time ? I can't remember. "
_ I can't remember.
_ With this tests and what i asked you ....
"What ? What are going to say ? "
_ Congratulation ! You are pregnant !
_ What ?! She screamed.
_ I'm not sure ... but i think you are more than 2 month pregnant !
She sat there with shocked. She couldn't believe.
" I'm going to be a mother ! Oh god ! I can't !"
She started crying. She walked out.
" Two month ? More than Two month ? I wasn't met Sam at that time. Who is the father ? " She gasped.
" No ! No ! This is impossible . The child isn't Kit's , I can't tell him , i can't ! His relationship will ruin. Having Kit is impossible. I will be with him only in my wildest dreams. "
She cried hard until she reached home.