Wildest Dreams

Don't lie to yourself ....

Kit

It's been a days that filming was started again. He saw Emilia only on some sets and Rose was at london. He knew she was buying things for their wedding. He didn't even saw his suit. It didn't matter to him.
_ Kit ! Come on boy ! It's going to be late .
_ Okay.
He left make up room and sat on the bed in small room. He didn't want to wait.
_ Will she come ?
After his question , the door opened and Emilia came in and whispered :
_ I know you don't want to see me but you have to.
Emilia walked away and sat where they told her.
_ 1 , 2 , 3 , Action !

It was a cold night and Jon and Daenerys were staying on a samll hut. Daenerys couldn't wait anymore.
_ Jon ?
He looked at her.
_ What ?
_ I have to tell you something.
She walked towards him.

Kit's heart beating became faster. He couldn't wait to kiss her again.

_ I'm pregnant.

" I wanted to hear it from you Em. In our real life. I wished you told me everything. "

_ Really ?
She nodded. He smiled and did some strange things with happiness. She laughed.
_  Dany that's the best thing i can hear in my whole life.
She sat on his legs and leaned forward to kiss him.
_ What do you want to name him ? I think i'm going to have a boy again.
He looked at her.
_ I don't know. Maybe we can name him Eddard. After my uncle.
She nodded.

Before kissing her , Kit wanted to tell her about how he felt about her.

_ I love you.

And he started to kissing her. He was enjoying. The taste of her lips made him alive. He missed those lips. That night was the last time he felt that good taste. He never felt that with Rose. The last sentence wasn't in script. It was Kit's feeling towards her. He knew that Emilia understand it too.

_ And cut ! It was good ! You can leave now. You have 2 weeks for your holiday and then you have no common scene until i call you.
Emilia stood to leave the room but before it , Kit told her :
_ I'll miss you Em.
She didn't look at him. He sighed. Emilia didn't love him anymore.

.....

Emilia

A week pased from her holiday. She was at London again and spened everyday at her house. She was lying on her bed when she heard her phone ring. It was Rose.
_ Yes ?
_ Hi Em. How are you ?
_ Better. What about you ?
_ I'm great. Kit is great too.
She raised her eyebrow. She didn't ask about him but why Rose told about him ?
_ What's wrong Rose ? What's makes you and him great ?
She could hear her laugh.
_ You know me better than anyone Em. Actually this weekend is our wedding.
Emilia's heart stopped and her phone fell down.
" He is getting married. I'll lose him forever. "
When she felt a tear on her cheek , she heard Rose's voice.
_ Emiliaaa ?
She grabed her phone.
_ Yes ?
_ What happend ?
_ I fell down.
_ Are you okay now ?
_ Yeah.
_ Like i said, this weekend is our wedding and i want you to be my bridemaid. Will you ?
_ Ummmm....
How could she say yes ? How she could saw those heart breaking minutes with her own eyes ? Her eyes filled with tears.
" I don't forgive him yet "
" Em .. Don't lie to yourself. You still loves him. "
_ Emilia ?
_ I Will.
_ Really ?
_ Yes .
She couldn't control herself anymore. She wanted to cry.
_ I have to go Rose. Bye.
She put down her phone. She pressed her face to her pillow and cried until she fell sleep.

......

Kit

It was their wedding day. He stared at himself in mirror. He looked great but he didn't feel great. After this day everything will changed in his life. His brain chose Rose. He loved Rose but his heart wanted Emilia for the rest of his life.
_ Kit ?
It was his father.
_ Dad ! What are you doing here ?
_ I want to talk to you before you go.
_ Okay.
His father sat near him.
_ You don't seem happy.
_ I am.
_ No ! I remember the day you asked Rose for a date. I remeber the way looked at her in those days. You loved her truly but now ..... it seems your feelings are change towards her.
_ Dad ... I love Rose.
_ Kit, i don't know if you lie to me or not but don't lie to yourself. Don't ruin your life with a wronge choice.
He stood to leave the room.
_ You still have a little time.
And then Kit's father left the room.
" Nothing can change my mind. I'll be marry to Rose "

..........

Okay ....
I'm so bad and i know it .
What do you think will happen ?