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eleven.

eleven.

"After returning from the sea, we were all alone."

Jung Hoseok,
31 June year 22.

JH's pov
I'm back to my apartment again,

alone.

Everything seems to leave my side.

And that everything happens to be someone I love.

That girl,

My parents,

My sister,

And my friends.

And that moment,

I really feel my life is useless.

I want to take a bath and I went to the bathroom.

Geez, I haven't shave in forever.

I look at my reflection at the mirror.

I look horrible.

I just slide the mirror and found the shaving cream and and razor.

But,

I found something more interesting.

Medicines.

I took one of each jar and put it on the palm of my hand.

I swallowed it all at once.

The side effects are on me already.

My head went spinning and suddenly went blank.

My soul feels like leaving my body already.

My legs are wobbly and I can't even stand properly.

I just grabbed the bathroom sink and look at my reflection once again.

I'm still breathing. I must do one more thing to make this heart and lungs stop working.

I want to meet her.

I grabbed my cardigan and go to that dancing studio.

I walked across Han River bridge.

I walked like usual, but this time's more shaky.

And my head went completely blank and my visions started to blur.

I collapsed in the middle of the bridge, failed to do my suicide attempt,

and I haven't visit her either.

'Jin-hyung, I will visit you, no matter what.'

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