Hyung. | BTS

twenty.

twenty.
...can't see me,..

TH's pov
..."Namjoon-hyung, Jin-hyung bogosipeo."...

That exact day, I wasn't even myself.

The devil's in my body and told me what to do.

I saw an unfinished construction site, which has a tower near the docks.

I climbed to the top and whispered, Jin-hyung, bogosipeo.

I jumped.

And everything went black.

[...]

"Wha-..where..." I stuttered.

"You're in the hospital, idiot." a voice answers.

From her outfit, looks like she's my nurse.

To be honest, I really want to punch that gu- girl.

Knowing it's a she, I just keep silent.

"Look, I don't know and I don't want to know how's your life going, but what are you thinking doing that?!" she said while raising her voice a little.

I just keep silent, thinking what she said was right.

"Look, I know I might sound crazy, and I don't do this to any patients."

"I'm going to help you."

I tilt my head, and she chuckles.

"That's a Lee Jieun for you."

I grab her hand and held it tight, and said, "Please do."

And we're smiling like there's no tomorrow.

[...]

I got out of the hospital much more quicker than we thought it would be.

Because she's a nurse, I often visit her at the hospital.

Maybe the staffs already know me that I'm always looking for Jieun.

"Jieun-ah! Over here! Are you done?" I said while waving my hand and with a smile plastered on my face.

"I'm done with my shift, Tae-ah. Wanna do that?" she answered.

"Of course."

Don't get me wrong, we both love doing that.

Graffiti.

Our style of graffiti is pretty similar too, freedom.

We want to get out of our shell, and yet the universe don't give any chance to us.

We put our bag on the ground of a small alley.

Taking out the spray paint out of our bags, and started to paint all over the wall.

"Wanna rest for a bit?" I asked.

" 'Kay.."

We just sit and drink sone water, and we continued to draw on the wall.

"Hey, you! What are you doing!" a voice of a police officer is calling us.

Sirens, Namjoon-hyung.

"Hey, you okay? You look more pale tham usual" she asked with a worried tone.

"Jieun. Run."

She nods.

And we're running like there's no tomorrow.

We're hiding in a different alley, this time's more narrow.

We're both running out of breath, and as a nurse, she indicated to breathe normally so we don't get caught.

The police are behind us and yelled, "Hey! We know you're in there! Go out before we go in!"

I want to go out and end everything.

But she holds my hand tightly. Like we did when we first met.

She nods, and got out of that alley.

"Go. Live your life."

She raised her hand and I just left there, without doing anything.

While the polices were busy, she turned her head  to me and gave me a sign. "Go, hurry!"

And I just left.

Sorry, Jieun-ah.

I can't protect Jin-hyung, I can't protect my mother, and I can't protect you,

from me.

I'm sorry and I love you so much.

🍁

im so sorry for the late up, things happen lately@_@
when i update, do i fulfill you guy's expectations? which part do i lack of? please do tell me, your opinion is a pot of gold(en maknae) *sorry