3:50 PM Guilt

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This plays 2 days back before cold hands

Mark couldn't sleep. He was too worried about Donghyuck to sleep. He felt tired but everytime he closed his eyes he imagined Donghyuck cold and crying sitting on the ground waiting for something. Mark didn't know what he was waiting for though. He liked to think it was maybe him he was waiting for but he wasn't sure so he decided not to think much about it.
Mark couldn't sleep either. The guilt was eating him alive. He couldn't stop donghyuck from leaving, and what if donghyuck hadn't eaten either? Then why should he eat? He knew everyone was worried about him but at this point he felt completely numb to everything. To pain, to emotions, to the world in general.
Mark had decided to skip school that day and went to the park he and donghyuck used to go to together. He remembered the time they jumped in puddles at dawn when it was raining and the time donghyuck hid for almost two hours and only came out when Mark started crying but then hugged him. Mark didn't notice he was crying until he felt a sob shake his whole body. He felt weak and useless. Why did donghyuck leave? Was he not good enough? Why didn't he tell him? Is he okay? So many questions were running through marks head as he began walking home to the SM building what he didn't notice was the car coming straight at him.

And then suddenly he felt the collision of the car and his body.
And then all black.

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