*Justin's P.O.V*
After last night, we went to sleep. Kirsty didn't tell me a word after it so I guess I'm good. I felt so safe sleeping in daddy's arms. He kept me in a tight embrace the whole night. I although woke up too early today. It's 6 in the morning, and I am up. I've been staring at daddy the past 30 minutes, just thinking. What if I never met him? How would my life be? I am happy with my life, I have daddy, he is the best thing that ever happened to me. Like how could a person make me feel like this? He cares for me, loves me and tells me things that make me fall in love with him all over again. I still can't think how I hated him at first, but things change. From hate, I grew to be his boyfriend, his baby, his weirdo, his little bean. He means absolutely everything to me, and when I mean everything I am referring to my weakness, my braveness, my madness, my whole world, my best friend, my boyfriend, my mentor, my miracle. I can't stand to see him hurt, and I can never think of life without him now. I was smiling like an idiot these past 30 minutes, just looking at him.
I got up and went downstairs. The sun came through the window, sprinkling through the snow outside. I grabbed a sweatshirt and went in the backyard. For a snowy day, it's actually really really warm outside. I just stared at the woods, and soon I lied on the ground, the cold taking over my body from the fresh snow. I just lied there, not caring if i'll get sick. Right now, this feels amazing. Just forgetting all my problems. Forgetting Kirsty, forgetting that I am a mess, just every single problem and just lay there, watching above me at the snowy, tree branches, that snow might fall into my face any moment, but I don't care. I am smiling. I am happy. I actually feel alive the first time in a week, yeah you know it, since Kirsty got here. I just forgot about her, for all now, I don't care. A little drip of water fell on my cheek, causing me to close my eyes slightly, although, I didn't open them, I kept them close. I didn't bother to wip the drip away, I let it stay there, on my cold, freezed face. I began to dream while being awake. I began to comb all my dreams together, so it results a perfect one. Even if I am awake, I never want to wake up from this. It all feels like magic. Fairy tales surrounding me. Happiness could be found even in the dark times, if we always remember to fence the light on. I feel amazing.
*Raegan's P.O.V*
I've been awake this whole time since Justin stared at me, and I can feel him smiling. He started at me for what felt like hours, but after he left I checked the time and they were only 30 minutes. Our bedroom window has a view in the back yard, and I saw the little boy coming outside in the snow. I sat on the window seat and watch his every single move. I saw as he touched the snow with his bare hands, no gloves on. I realized how beautiful the view was outside. Freezed tree covered in white, crystal snow, everything seems to be blue and white, with a little dot of shine here and there. The sun peeking through the trees. It looks wonderful. My attention turned back to the little boy, him heading more and more towards the woods, but he eventually stopped, not heading all the way in the woods. I can still see him perfectly. I watched as he slowly lied down on the snow, not caring of the coldness. I don't want him to get sick, but for now I didn't open the window to stop him. He seems happy, and everything else feels like magic, so I didn't take this moment away from him. It's like everything felt right in the world, and no one can stop it. I watched as at his lips, craved a smile. His red cheeks from the cold air are now freezed completely. His nose slowly begging to capture a crimson red shade too. He closed his eyes, not caring of the cold. He closed his eyes and started to dream. I can feel his every move. My lips craved into a smile too, watching as the small boy began to forget about the world. He began to feel amazing. We've been like this for almost an hour, and I decided to reach out for him, or he'd get sick. Probably he even fell asleep. I opened the window a little, but I heard the back door close and soon, Kirsty came into view. Justin opened his eyes, and sat up on his butt.
"What you doing here, hottie stealer" She yelled at him.
"That's none of your business , Kirsty" Baby boy snapped back. What? Hottie stealer? Really?
"You lied down here huh? Waiting for the cold air to consume you so you'll actually die. I hope so. You are no worth in here. No one wants you. Raegan doesn't either. He is just waiting, till he gets a real person, not a freak like you" she yelled at him. Justin looked down at his lap. Clearly sad. She ruined everything. I never thought she was this mean, that she was an actual bitch. I just thought my baby was jealous, turns out I was wrong. Neither of them noticed the window open or that I am standing right there.
"Just leave me alone Kirsty...I am tired of this" Justin said with his voice cracking a bit. Oh no. If he is gonna cry right now, I swear to god I am gonna kill her. No one is able to shed a single tear on his face. Every one who does, is gonna have to deal with me later.
"You should be tired of living" She told him. Oh hell nah. I put on a shirt and went outside.
"What's going on in here" I asked
"Oh-uhm nothing Raegan, I was just telling Justin over here to come inside, it's freezing out here" Kirsty told me. Ohhh I see how it works. We lie here. Justin just let his head back down, thinking I'd trust her.
"Aha, who are you trying to lie to? I heard everything because the window was opened. I heard how you told him he is not worth living. I heard how you feed him lies. telling him that I don't want him. I heard absolutely everything. Till now, I thought he is just jealous. Turns out he wasn't. I will call your parents immediately , and tell them you can't stay here anymore. I really actually don't wanna see you anymore. I would beat the shit out of you right now, but I'm not doing that only because you're my friend's daughter. Fuck you" I said.
I went and picked Justin up, he is freezing. I went inside with him, Kirsty following behind. That little bitch.
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