Kristin: The first time

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I only ended up with a few hours of sleep. Derek and I had stayed up all night sitting by the fire, and watching as the flames danced and devoured the wood. I even got a few kisses and Derek arms stayed wrapped around me the whole time. It was the best night ever. I still couldn’t believe that Peter had talked my mother into letting me go camping with them. My mother was totally Peter’s little bitch.
“It was really nice meeting you,” Tane smiled. We were out the front of Derek’s house and Tane and Tina were standing in front of their old looking white Dodge pickup truck. I didn’t know much about cars but I knew enough to be able to identify car models since my father was a car nut.
“You, too,” I returned the smile.
“I’ll see you around man,” Tane spoke to Derek as they did their man hug and patted each other’s backs. It was funny to watch Derek being friendly with another person who wasn’t a family member or me. They were the opposite in nearly every way. Tane had the blonde hair and blue eyes and Derek had the dark hair and green eyes. Tane was friendly with everyone and well Derek tended to keep to himself. Tane seemed to be always chilled and mellow while Derek’s temper usually got the better of him.
“I’ll miss you,” Tina was looking at Derek and I had to resist the urge to smack her in the face again. I really did wish her face hadn’t healed. I wanted to leave her with a little reminder.
“I wish I could say the same Tina but you went too far,” Derek looked upset although not as much as Tina who looked devastated. I might have felt bad if she hadn’t kiss Derek but she did so I didn’t feel guilty at all for hitting her.
“You’re not going to hate me forever are you?” Tina asked before she looked at me as if she expected me to tell Derek to forgive her, yeah right like I was going to do that. Tina was getting exactly what she deserved.
“I don’t know,” Derek replied grimly and I did feel bad that he was fighting with a friend because of me, but I felt no guilt for Tina.
“Come on Tina,” Tane called as he got in the driver’s seat.
“I never wanted to break up our friendship.”
“Well an apology would make me forgive you faster,” Derek crossed his arms and looked at me before his gaze focussed on Tina again.
“Fine I’m sorry,” Tina apologised although it sounded completely fake, and I knew Derek wouldn’t accept it.
“And mean it,” Derek added.
Tina sighed in what sounded like frustration before she looked at me and threw her blonde hair over her shoulders. She looked as though she was being tortured by an invisible person that we couldn’t see.
“I’m sorry Kristin. I shouldn’t have tried to scratch you,” Tina apologised again and this time it sounded a little more sincere.
“Was that so hard?” Derek asked.
“You have no idea,” Tina replied.
“Have a safe trip,” Derek nodded and Tina smiled before she opened the passenger side door and jumped in.
We watched as Tane started the car and reversed out the dirt driveway. We waved as he beeped the horn before he headed down the dirt track.
“So do you have any other girl friends that are going to be visiting anytime soon?” I asked. I wanted to know if there were going to be more girls forcing themselves on him and trying to scratch my eyes out.
“Nope come on I’ll drop you home,” Derek smiled as he grabbed my hand and started to lead us to Laura’s car which they shared apparently.
When I got home the house was completely silent. I already knew Grams was at Derek’s. She had arrived half an hour before Tina and Tane’s departure and apparently my mother was at work. Belle must have been at a friend’s house otherwise she would have been with Grams.
“Nobody’s home,” Derek spoke as we walked through the hallway and up the stairs.
“I can’t believe we have the house to ourselves,” I smirked as we reached my room and we took a seat on my purple doona cover that covered my double bed.
“Are you thinking what I think you’re thinking?” Derek asked.
“Maybe it depends what are you thinking?”
“Something we haven’t done yet.”
“If we took things slow do you think we could?” I asked hopeful. I knew there was a chance he could scratch me or bite me or worse but I trusted Derek completely. I knew he wouldn’t hurt me.
“Aren’t you worried at all?” Derek asked.
“No. I know you won’t hurt me. I have faith in you. I know we can do this. I know you can do this.”
Derek looked to be deliberating with himself, “Okay we can try.” Derek smiled before he pulled his t-shirt up and over his head. I followed his lead and took my shirt off before I pounced on him and crushed my lips against his.
I honestly expected him to say no and that it was too risky. I could barely contain my excitement as my body pressed against his bare chest. My tongue ran along his bottom lip before it made its way into his mouth, although I had to remind myself to slow down.
“Are you sure about this?” Derek asked as he rolled us over so he was on top. I couldn’t help but chuckle.
“Of course, are you?” I asked.
Derek knew everything about my past relationship, and didn’t care in the slightest that I had already done the deed. He even told me that he and Tina had done a lot of things together with sex being the only thing they didn’t do.
“Yeah,” Derek nodded before he pressed his lips against mine. They started to trail down my jaw, then my neck and down my chest. I could feel his hot breath and it left my skin tingling in anticipation for what was about to happen.
I undid my bra clasp which was at the front and threw it to the floor before Derek’s lips were back on mine. His hands were warm as they roamed my body and there was something I had to say as I wrapped my legs around him.
I pulled away and held Derek’s face between my hands. I felt my heart begin to race even faster as I prepared to say the three words that would give all of me to Derek, “I love you Derek.”
“I love you too,” he smiled before his lips found mine again and his warm hand ran up my torso, cupping my breast as I ran my hands through his perfect dark hair.
My whole body was buzzing with excitement as our lips clashed furiously. It was as if I was suffocating and Derek was my only source of air- the only thing keeping me alive. I couldn’t believe I had said it, and it wasn’t just because Derek had told Tina he loved me, it was because I really did love him. I also couldn’t believe we were finally about to have sex, well try anyway.
“So you’re positive right?” Derek pulled away as he took a deep breath and I did the same. It felt like we had been making out for an hour and I needed to get some oxygen into my lungs a.s.a.p.
“110%” I replied and Derek smiled before he unbuttoned my jeans, unzipped them and tugged them off of my body. He did the same with his jeans and I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him closer towards me.
“If I start to wolf out and I don’t feel it you have to let me know, my claws-” Derek spoke as his lips hovered just inches from mine and I placed a finger over his lips to shush him. I knew Derek was going to be fine.
“Stop worrying. I know you can do this,” I smiled and wrapped my legs around him.

Our first time was amazing. Derek had controlled himself all the way through, even after our third round he was still entirely human and hadn’t shifted at all. Not his nails or his teeth and I could tell he was both surprised and proud.
“Let’s stay here forever,” I smirked up at Derek.
We were still lying under my blankets completely naked. His body was so warm, it was like snuggling up against a hot water bottle on a cold winter’s day.
“I like the idea of that,” Derek chuckled.
“I knew you could do it,” I kissed Derek’s shoulder.
“I still think you’re crazy for even wanting to try, but I’m happy it happened. I have something for you,” Derek sat up and grabbed his pants from the floor. I couldn’t help but steal a glance at his firm butt.
“Did you get me a gift?” I asked as I sat up. Derek returned and got back under the covers before passing me a dark brown box, “Is it a puppy?” I smirked and shook it slightly while Derek laughed at me.
“Just open it already,” Derek begged.
I opened the box and couldn’t help but stare at the necklace pendant. It was a sea horse. The body was made of turquoise sea glass and it was outlined in silver. The dorsal fin on the back was made of the same sea glass while the head and lower part of the body was filled with small blue beads. The silver tail curled with a few beads attached on the outside while the mouth was filled with silver beads. It was pretty and amazing and the silver chain even matched the pendant.
“It’s bad isn’t it?” Derek worried.
“No it’s beautiful,” I couldn’t stop staring at it.
“It’s sea glass apparently.”
“Put it on me,” I smiled and handed the box to Derek before I grabbed my hair and pulled it up out of the way. I felt his warm hands as they trailed over my back, before they moved to the front of my neck. The sea horse dangled over my bare chest.
“I love it,” I smiled as Derek clasped the necklace shut and I felt his hand wrap around my shoulders.
“I love you,” he practically purred in my ear and I couldn’t help but smile. Even though the words scared me to death just, they also made my heart flutter. I still couldn’t believe that I had said them myself.
All the girls my age seemed almost obsessed with love and finding their prince charming, and I used to be the same until Cameron ruined it for me. I was fifteen years old and I thought that he loved me and I thought I loved him. I even came close to giving him my virginity until I heard him bragging to his friends about how he was going to swipe another V card. I hadn’t even thought about him until that moment. I refused to let myself think about him, but Derek was nothing like Cameron, and I didn’t love Cameron liked I loved Derek. Cameron was just a pathetic crush and a waste of time. I wished I hadn't given Marty my virginity. I felt angry that I had wasted my first time on him instead of Derek.
“I love you too,” I replied as his lips brushed against my ear and pressed against my neck.
“Crap!” Derek shot to his feet and started to gather the rest of his clothes in a hurry.
“Please don’t tell me my mother is home.”
“You need to get dressed,” Derek replied as he started to put on his t-shirt and then his pants as I did the same, kicking my bra under the bed before I grabbed my shirt and put it on. I didn’t have time to mess around.
“I’ll call you later,” Derek spoke as he practically ran over to the window. It was almost kind of funny to see him so distressed and scared of my mother.
“Are you seriously going to jump?” I asked as I found my jeans and started to put them on.
“Yep,” Derek smirked before he lunged through the window and I couldn’t help but laugh in amazement although a frown quickly surfaced as I remembered why he had to leave suddenly.
“Shit,” I muttered as I quickly scanned my room looking for anything that seemed out of place, which was when I started to make my bed. Everything looked normal although I sprayed my perfume all around the room just in case, before I grabbed a magazine from my desk and jumped onto my bed.
Just act normal, just act normal. I repeated to myself.
Knock  knock.
“Yeah?” I called out.
“Hey honey,” my mother greeted as she opened the door, “How was the camping trip?” She asked.
“Fine,” I replied simply as I turned another page in the Seventeen magazine, trying my hardest not to look suspicious.
“Okay well I’ll leave you to it,” my mother smiled before she left the room and closed the door. I quickly let out a sigh of relief as I lay on my bed.
I knew what I had to do next. I had to call Dee & Cassie. I already knew what they were going to say. Cassie would be supportive and make a joke out of it and Dee would ask me if we used protection in her worried tone. She was like the mother of the group.

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