Jin and Namjoon kept their word so far and haven't told the other members yet as they're both waiting for me to do it. Jungkook came into my room last night as well to comfort me as he witnessed me fleeing from an angry Yoongi with tears clouding my vision. He had told me that said Yoongi had pushed him and Jimin out when they tried to calm him down then he stayed at his studio overnight so I haven't spoken to my cousin yet since he yelled at me. Yoongi isn't good at apologizing and I'm too stubborn to go to him first.
All their eyes were on me as I was the last one to breakfast. I silently took a seat next to Jin oppa, who smiled at me with a encouraging nod. I sigh and look up, making eye contact with Namjoon as he sends me a dimpled smile back.
"Umm... I have something I need to talk to you about. All of you..." I quietly spoke as the six boys looked towards me with wide eyes.
"Shouldn't Yoongi hyung be here?" I shook my head quickly, stating a no and they look at me concerned.
"Okay... so... I had a meeting with PD-nim yesterday. He's offered me an opportunity to join a new girl idol group. Its all a work in progress and nothing has been confirmed yet but it would mean that I would have a completely full schedule with no breaks for a while. I'll also would have to split time between both dorms... I wanted to talk to Yoongi oppa last night but... he didn't take it well..." My voice faded out as the boys looked at me. For once, they were all silent. Jin oppa gripped my hand with a smile as I looked down to where my chopsticks were and shakily picked them up.
"So you're thinking about leaving Bangtan?" I looked up and saw Hoseok staring at me with a hurt expression.
"No. No, I would never leave you. I love you all. Its just going to a few weeks, maybe a few months depending on this group... It's just something PD-nim wanted to try out for a while while you boys do your Japanese album." I tried to explain as Hoseok's eyes started to water a little bit and Taehyung stood up, walking out of the room. I sighed in defeat and looked opposite to see Namjoon smiling small.
"So if you take this offer and you start touring and everything with them, does that mean you would have to quit Bangtan?" I shrug at Jungkook's question, honestly I don't have a clue.
"I'm not sure Kookie. That's why I wanted to talk to you all." My voice was quiet as the dorm door swung open and Yoongi oppa walked in followed by PD-nim.
"Are you all here?" I shook my head at him and looked down the hallway.
"TAEHYUNG-AH!!" PD-nim shouted, making the boy appear as he stomped through the dorm and took a grumpy seat next to Jungkook. Yoongi took a seat opposite him, next to Hoseok. Jin didn't let go of my hand, which gave me some comfort.
"I suppose Sujin has explain why I saw her yesterday?" The boys nodded slightly sadly, nonetheless he carried on.
"For the next two weeks, you boys will be recording and working as a seven piece while Sujin meets with the other girls. Are you all okay and agreed with that?" The boys all took their attention away from PD-nim towards myself as I looked at Yoongi.
"Oppa?" I barely spoke, more like a whisper. He looked down at me from his standing position with hurt flowing through his eyes.
"Does she have to do this? She's not old enough to-" He was cut off by PD-nim.
"Sujin is old enough to make her own decisions Yoongi-ah! This is her choice. She can meet the other girls and if Sujin doesn't like it, she'll be back with you the following morning." He explained and I nod at his words.
"Oppa let me have this. I want to broaden my creative energy and work on other projects like you and the other rap line oppa's." I stare at my cousin as I wait fro him to respond. He looks at me with a sad expression.
"I don't want you overworking yourself like this. We barely rest as is, this is just too much for you. I promised Aunty I wouldn't let anything happen to you. I promised I wouldn't let you out of my sight." I feel myself start to tear up because whenever my oppa is upset, it makes me upset because he was always the strong one of us two, he's the one always taking care of me and comforting me while threatening anything or anyone that hurt me.
"You don't have to break your promise because I'm not going anywhere far. I can do this, trust me oppa." My voice was shaking and soft spoken as I try to hold back the tears that threaten to fall. Yoongi noticed and immediately closes the distance between us as he pulls me into a warm embrace, wrapping his arms tightly around my smaller frame. He pets my hair and I bury my face in the soft fabric of his shirt, finally letting the tears fall as he coos comforting words into my ear.
If anyone outside of Bangtan saw us in this moment, they would think odd of it because Yoongi is not a soft person and he hardly ever shows his affectionate side. He reserves it for Min Holly and myself but on rare occasions, he shares it with the rest of Bangtan because they're like brothers to us, they're family. Bangtan members and staff are the realest and most supportive family we've ever had and that's why I'll never leave these boys behind as I temporarily join this new girl group, never ever.
The moment was cut once PD-nim spoke again breaking the silence of the dorm.
"Sujin, I suggest you pack a few things up. You will be meeting the other girls soon, I need you to be ready. As for you boys, rehearsals as normal and two interviews scheduled." We all nodded in agreement and understatement as he stood there, looking between all of us before sighing.
"Sujin-ah will be with you for interviews and publicity events but just away from majority of rehearsals with you and the Japanese album. Don't worry too much, as I stated if it doesn't work out, she'll be back here with you as soon as possible." He smiled out and looked at our unnaturally quiet demeanor, his eyes softened as an Appa like expression came over his face.
"Do we have a schedual for today Hyung?" Namjoon spoke out as none of us dared to speak. PD-nim pulled out his phone and checked it for our schedule.
"Rehearsals and you have to film a run episode later this afternoon. So try and get those spirits up." He nodded before quickly exiting. Yoongi still had his arms around me in a back cuddle with his head soon falling onto my shoulder. I looked towards the six around the table before taking a deep breath and smiling best I could.
"Its going to work out besides we have run this afternoon and all I can focus on now is not being in the bottom last places for the punishment." I tried to crack a joke as small smiles formed on their faces.
Its going to be a long day...
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Their Sun • J.JK (COMPLETED)
FanficBTS never thought the day would come that a young girl would join their group but their company thought she would bring a touch of innocence to the tough image they were portraying after their debut. Kim Sujin, or Sun as she's famously known as, is...