*At MAMA*
I was backstage with Jaebum and having a full blown panic attack because I had to perform with my Bangtan oppas tonight and act like everything is fine between us, especially since it's the two songs that I have physical contact with Jungkook. Jaebum was trying his best to calm me down but it's no use because everyone knows only two people can calm me down and they're the cause of said panic attack.
"Sunny-ah?.." My body freezes at the voice I hear next to me. I shake my head as I try to breathe properly with no results while Jaebum explains what's happening to me.
"She's having a panic attack." I feel a hand softly turn my head to the side and my eyes land on Jungkook himself.
"Take a deep breath...slowly..." He goes through his usual routine with me in these situations. He steps closer to me and nudges my nose lightly with his own before resting his forehead against mine.
My eyes close for a few minutes until I was able to gain control of myself again and realised who was standing with me.
"G-get away f-from me.... you're n-not supposed to be b-back here..." My voice is barely audible after just getting air back into my lungs. He stares at my face intensely as he always does after my attacks, not moving away from me as I try to take a step back from his presence. He tilts his head at my movement and opens his mouth to reply back but a stern motherly voice interrupts him before he could.
"Yoonji-ah!! There you are! We have to get ready, it's almost time for our perfor-" Jisu stops mid sentence to glare at Jungkook, who is still standing in the same spot in front of me with our faces an inch or two apart. His eyes never leave me as Jisu starts to sass him in her big sister/mom protective tone.
"You were told to stay away from her to give her space after what you and that savage grumpy cat did to her!" Jungkook rolls his eyes at her, muttering something about the devil ruining the moment before turning his attention back to me.
"You okay?" I don't know whether he's talking about the panic attack or the 'me being adopted' thing.
"Well other the fact that I found out I was adopted by my aunt and uncle, who hate me because they had the money my parents didn't to raise me and that my own brother and boyfriend were the ones keeping said secret from me, I'd say I'm peachy keen." I answer sarcastically and Jungkook frowns at me. Jisu scoffs at the boy while this whole time, Jaebum has been looking off to the distance to keep from intruding on my and Jungkook's moment.
"Come on Yoonji-ah, he's not worth our breathe." I wanted to tell her that was uncalled for once I saw the look in Jungkook's eyes sadden but then I remember that I'm angry and hurt because of him helping my brother keep secrets from me. I let Jisu drag me away as my body is slowly pulled out of his grasp from when he helped me with my attack just now. I don't miss the longing look he gives me as he watches me walk away from him.
*Fifteen Minutes Later*
The Got7 boys just finished performing their new song 'Hard Carry' and the stage went black as Jinyoung walked over to where Jisu is standing and they perform their dance which then leads into Mina's duet with Jackson and so on. Jisu and Jinyoung didn't have any physical contact at all during theirs as well as Adelie and Mark. Malee and I had a fair amount but not alot of contact with BamBam and Jaebum while Mina and Jackson had tons of contact.
Jisu and Jinyoung:
Mina and Jackson:
Adelie and Mark:
Malee and BamBam:
Yoonji and Jaebum:
The entire time I was dancing I was trying my best not to look over at where my Bangtan oppas were sat as they were front row to my performance. I could feel Jungkook's eyes on me the whole time, his jealousy of me closeness to Jaebum is practically radiating off him. There was one thing I made sure I was trying to do and that was keep eye contact with Jaebum. This dance... this dance, this performance wasn't Sunny from BTS this was Yoonji from CupcaKe. The sexier, grown up version of my previous self and I was confident enough to say we were slaying this performance.
The dance came to an end, which was when Jaebum had me almost pressed up against the fake wall that was brought on stage and was shielding me from everyone's eyes almost. We were breathing hard and staring at each other while sweat was dripping down our faces and bodies. Time seemed to stand still as we were in that position before he grinned down at me.
"You killed it... and looks like someones jealous of us...." He smirked out, making me look down a little and even though I was ecstatic or performance was over I felt tears cloud my eyes. He lifted my chin and smiled at me as we heard the cheering and applause.
"Don't let him get to you Yoonji... This is your moment! Come on!!" He chuckled and a smile landed on my face as he pulled me into a cuddle before turning us to follow the others down to the end of the stage to take a bow.
Jisu and Malee noticed my reserved body language and both stood either side of their partners and grabbed my hands as we took a bow with the boys and applauded back to the crowd. I looked up with a wide smile and felt Jisu's arm around my waist. I turned to look at her and looked at my Bangtan Oppa's just over her shoulder, cheering and applauding louder then anyone else, making me laugh with tears falling down my cheeks.
"SUNNY-AH!!!!!!" I giggled as I covered my face as I heard Taehyung Oppa and Jimin Oppa screaming and hollering at me. I looked back to them and saw Namjoon Oppa grinning at me with his thumbs up while the others applauded more.
"Looks like Jungkook got jealous." Mina smirked at me as we both looked over to the boys again. Hoseok Oppa was shaking Jungkook's shoulders and grinning widely while Yoongi Oppa looked at me with glossy tear filled eyes as he smiled at me while still clapping. I smiled and bowed in his direction a little bit as the host came over to us. The Got7 Oppa's left after giving us a cuddle each and we stood there in a line holding hands.
We stood there as the host spoke and introduced us. I gripped hold of Malee's hand tight as we waited.
"THAT WAS CUPCAKE, WHO JUST DEBUT PLEASE SUPPORT THEM AND THEIR EP THAT'S COMING OUT VERY VERY SOON!"
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Their Sun • J.JK (COMPLETED)
FanficBTS never thought the day would come that a young girl would join their group but their company thought she would bring a touch of innocence to the tough image they were portraying after their debut. Kim Sujin, or Sun as she's famously known as, is...
