My Feelings Can't Reach You

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I wish

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I wish...I was welcomed...
I wish...you were more warm...
Towards me, your feelings always seem cold
Your heart continues to remain shut
Because, no matter what I do
I can't seem to break down the sealed doors
That make you push me away
Unable to convey the words I wish to say
My feelings can't seem to reach you
You shut me off and deny my efforts
Paralyzed...I can't move
As I watch silently another takes you away
I want to run after you...
Beg, cry and try to convince you
Hoping I could make you stay
Wanting you to see...me
Praying you would choose... me...

But, deep down

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But, deep down...I know it'll be a waste
The pain in my chest grows each day
Knowing that you might never
Love me the same way I love you
Jealousy won't make me bitter
I won't be swayed
To stay away...no matter what you say
No matter what you do...
...You were my first love
And my feelings for you can never fade
So, I forgive you...I really do...
Because each time I think about you
Being held by another
My heart sinks deeper
In an unspeakable agony
That is still able to be eased
By a slight lingering hope inside of me
Making my love for you grow bigger
As I know that one day I will have you
One night...I will make you mine
Just then, in that exact moment I will remind you
That when I was lonely, I thought of you the most
And that feelings such as mine, can never die
I will whisper words you thought were lost
"I love you"
While our bodies intertwined
Reaching newer heights
That's exactly why...
Though my feelings can't reach you
Right now for this short while...
I still have hope that forever you'll be mine
I still love you...Senpai

*Special poem inspired by the manhwa, Lover Boy, created by Zec from the Lezhin app💕

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*Special poem inspired by the manhwa, Lover Boy, created by Zec from the Lezhin app💕

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