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Beautiful are the lies
That made me stay by your side
If only you saw through my facade
I wonder... would you be sad?
Unspoken feelings made me a liar
I lied because it was easier
To burry the pain that I felt
That day, when you confessed your sorrows
Forced to accept a painful reality
That the one you wanted... wasn't me
Yet, being by your side was all I wished for
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The beauty in your smiles
The way you could easily rely
On me and tell me your secrets
Hurt more than you could ever imagine
While at the same time
I felt lucky that it was always me
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These unspoken feelings made me a liar
I never cried, hoping it would get better
If only I could change my gender
Then only then, could I flatter
The object of your deepest desires
Beautiful lies that spread like wildfires
Vanished with a moment of sincerity
Truth is, I wanted to be by your side
So that you weren't alone all these years
To know that I'm on your side
That much.... wasn't a lie
Now that the truth's come to light
Thus I wonder... are you sad?
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The Pains Of Being Me
PoesíaI am bent, but not broken. Scarred, but not disfigured. Sad, but not hopeless. Tired, but not lifeless. Alone, but not powerless. Angry, but not bitter. Distant, but not emotionless. Lonely, but not loveless. Depressed... but not weak. In the end, I...
