Senseless

13.

Ryan looked over at the boy lying in front of him, wearing nothing at all on his bare, pale body. He looked up and down the boy, scanning his perfect body and taking in every curve and edge of it. He took a step forward and looked down at himself, he too was wearing nothing, he found himself then lying next to the boy, who he recognized as Brendon. Brendon giggled and pulled Ryan close to him, Ryan smiled and kissed Brendon on the lips. He felt Brendon's hands trace down his back, reaching lower and lower each second, they moved down until his fingers were pressed to Ryan's tailbone, and crawling lower every moment. Ryan shuddered as his fingers moved lower, and then he found himself liking the feeling. He liked the closeness and the intimacy of it, so he pressed his body closer to Brendon's, wrapping his own arms around Brendon's neck and resuming their kiss. His hands stayed wrapped around Brendon's neck, but Brendon's began to slide forward, getting closer and closer to Ryan's-

"Ryan! Wake up!" His mother called from the opposite side of the house. He rubbed his eyes and cursed himself for having such dreams, then realized he had a slight problem underneath the blankets.

"I'm awake!" He called back to her, sighing as he stood up uncomfortably. He grabbed a towel and undressed himself slowly, wrapping the Rowe around himself loosely as he found his way to the bathroom. He turned on the shower and blasted cold water, stepping in and flinching at the icy liquid. He felt the tension in his body released, but he still felt uncomfortable. He washed his hair in the shower, still using the frozen water, and then got dressed. He dreaded going to school, but he'd promised Brendon, so he had to.

He left the house after grabbing an apple from the basket placed on the counter for breakfast, making his way to school. He sighed, watching his feet step in front of each other, walking as slowly as possible to stall so he wouldn't have to get there on time, and would hopefully miss first period.

"Hey ry," Spencer suddenly was walking alongside him.

"Wh- hey Spence," he sighed, "sup?"

"You're going to my party tonight, right? My parents are out of town for the weekend so I'm throwing a party- and you better be there," Spencer told his friend.

"Okay, I mean I have nothing better to do, so why not."

"Cool, just dont bring anyone with you- I don't want too many people to be there," which meant that pretty much the entire school would be there and Ryan would have to hide in the bathroom for a couple hours just to avoid the social interaction with his peers.

"Okay, I dunno who I'd bring if I had someone," Ryan muttered, his voice thick with sleep still.

"Now let's get to school, I don't wanna be late," Spencer begged.

"Too bad, I wanna miss first hour, so we're walking slowly."

"Oh come on, you're lame," Spencer tried to convince him using insults.

"At least I'm not the nerd who's in love with school," Ryan slowed his pace a bit.

"Ughh you're annoying, but you're my best friend so I'll miss first hour with you."

"Good," and they continued walking slowly, successfully making it to school when it was too late to go in to first hour, and although they had to wait in the front office for an hour, Ryan thought it was much better than sitting through his English teachers boring as Hell lessons.