Blue Roses (Ray/Saeran x reader)

chapter 3

(Warning: NSFW)

Your felt light. Hands wrapped around your body, and you leaned into the warmth being radiated from the man picking you up. You clutched onto him, in fear of slipping off. You didn't question who it was, you already knew.

You then felt him gently resting you on your bed. Cool air nipped at your skin and you clutched onto Ray hoping he would return the warmth he provided you just a few seconds ago. "Please..." you pleaded. "Please, just let me go."

Ray squatted down so that you were making eye contact. Once again you fell into the minty depths of them and wondered how he was able to have that unique color."Sleep, princess."

"Please." You whimpered.

He stood up, you could tell he was getting frustrated by the way he was clenching his fists.

"I can't let you go, you belong here, with me (your name), how could you wish to go back to the horrible life you had before? You know damn well they dont love you! They don't deserve to be your friends. You know that dont you?"

"You don't even know them! They do care for me!" You screamed.

"They're not your friends, they are using you! (Friend name) had sex with your ex and you did nothing about it! And you still call (him/her) your friend? They think your weak, none of them truly know you. Everyone around you uses you! Can't you see that?!"

His outburst frightened you and all you could do was watch as he unfolded everything. "Your family tried getting rid of you! Your mothers narcissism drove your father's to cheat anyway. They only brought nothing but misfortune onto themselves and made you a victim of it for years! There are records of them being involved with all sorts of criminal activity and for years you knew that the toxic greed they fed off eachother would get to them and all you did was endure it as they all abused you!"

He huffed, looking away from you, his voice lowered to a whisper, "God if it were me I would have gotten rid of them."

Your muffled cries could only be heard afterwards. You tried to push away the horrible memories that you had kept within yourself for so long but here came Ray to grab the thick mask completely reveal everything.

"(Your name) this place will cleanse your past away from you for good. The people you hated in your past will be removed from you and the people that tormented you will no longer chase you. Here you will be safe! And I promise you (your name) I will do everything I can to make sure they will never hurt you."

You couldnt believe the words that came out of his mouth. Had he been watching? He must have. No way in hell he could just say such accurate information. He really was watching. He had always been watching. He knew of the dark past you had. He knew of how much anger and resentment you had towards the people around you. You had always kept so many secrets, you had always been so lonely in a life full of sharks that took away everything you had and the only response was to keep quiet and to hold their secrets so embarrassment wouldn't hurt you. His words only made you realize how truly disgusted you were with yourself.

"I did everything I could all day to erase you from your life outside of here. The people who you were with will forget and leave you now. You can start all over. You can finally be the real you here without worrying about being harmed or being mentioned of your past."

Strangely those words didn't worry you, in fact. It was like he had washed away a burden you had held within your heart for so long, as if morality made no damn sense.

You looked up at Ray, unsure if you were safe. It made no sense how a complete stranger, that what you could assume was your stalker, cared so much for you, than all of the normal people you had been around with.