Today's the day,I guess
Karamatsu thought as he stepped foot on the rooftop.His emotionless eyes looked at the sky with no signs of any emotions what so ever.
The memories of how he was kidnapped and ignored by his five brothers flashed through his mind but he didn't shed a tear.He had enough.It was time to stop crying since his eyes were too puffy from crying himself to sleep every single night.
He left a suicide note under the futon so that when his brothers are going to sleep later,they will be informed of how much he suffered thanks to them.
But Karamatsu knew.They wouldn't even care or give a damn.It would probably take them a few weeks or even months to even notice his disappearance.
As he took off his right boot,he finally noticed the other person standing on the ledge with their back facing him.The person had a similar hairstyle as him and his brothers but with a single cowlick.
Jyuushimatsu?
Karamatsu stared at the yellow hoodie man's back.He didn't believe it but the words automatically came out of his mouth.
"Hey,don't do it please."
He blamed his brotherly instinct since the person looked exactly like his younger brother.But when the person with the yellow hoodie faced him,he noticed more similarities.
The man standing on the ledge had a big bright smile but his eyes said otherwise.His eyes felt empty unlike his smile.
"J-Jyuushimatsu?"
Karamatsu called out in disbelief.To think his brother got there before him pissed him off.
The man shook his head,"I don't know who this Jyuushimatsu is but I am not going back."
His voice was the same but it wasn't his brother.The man suddenly told Karamatsu about his woes while facing the sky.
"I just thought that maybe she's the one for me,but then she told me she was done and left."
A flash of what happened on that one rainy night full of rejection and sorrow flashed through his mind causing Karamatsu to clench his fists.
"Are you serious?"
The yellow hooded man looked at him with teary eyes in confusion.
"You think you suffered worst? Huh?! You don't know how much I go through just to make them accept me!!! Are you seriously upset because you can't have what you wanted?! Look at me! At least you've never gotten robbed of anything precious to you!!!"
The memory of his brothers choosing to eat pears than save his damn life when he was kidnapped flashed through him,causing the blue Matsuno to shut up.
He shouldn't care.It wasn't like anyone cared about him.But he was soon snapped out of his thoughts when the man voiced out with a hoarse voice.
"I think...I feel much better after talking it out with someone."
Karamatsu watched as the man who looked like his brother faded into thin air.He wondered if that was some angel who came to stop him from killing himself by making him say it out to someone.
Or maybe not.
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My R
Fanfiction'Is it okay to feel wanted once in a while?' 'Is it bad to end my misery?' 'Why can't any of you see how much I've suffer?' Karamatsu version of My R Contains cuss words so beware