Today...
Karamatsu sighed heavily.He was determined to end it today.No more distractions.No more getting sidetracked.No more helping others.Because what good does that do?
As he entered through the building's rooftop,Karamatsu was about to take off his boots.Oddly enough,something didn't felt quite right.
He examined his surroundings and was more surprised to see no one else there before him.
Did the angels finally gave up on him? Did they finally got sick of stopping him? Just like his brothers?
He shook his head from the thought.It was just ridiculous.Sinking the fact that no one was there to stop him from his attempts anymore,he slowly approached the edge of the railings.
He carefully made his way over it before settling down to sit on the railings,facing the town.
The town where he was born.The town where he quoted 'beautiful'.Looking up at the sky,he was out of breath.
A ray mix of indigo and blue covered the sky.With white clouds every where.In the distant was a rainbow.A translucent one,on top of that.
The colors caught his attention the most.The color blue,to be specific.Seeing the blue color on the red, green, yellow, purple, and pink rainbow was...a fresh feeling.
Karamatsu wished he could remove the color.After all,it's not like it's irrelevant in the beautiful colorful rainbow.
Speaking of significant colors,Karamatsu remembered to put the suicide note on his pillow.He added the fact about his encounters with their doppelgangers on the letter.
He moved his head to the ground,watching as the people live their lives happily,without a worry in the world.Of course,life isn't always fair.Everybody has their bad days.Just some doesn't know of it.
As his eyes scanned the people to shops to animals,a flower store from across the street caught his attention.
His eyes squinted at the sight.On the front of the shop displays six flowers.Different kinds for each,oddly.
Red poppies wrapped in a bouquet was placed on the center of the display table outside.
[Poppies represent remembrance]
Green clovers on the table,scattered everywhere.
[Three leaves represent faith,hope and love.The fourth leaf represents luck]
Two purple lavenders in pots placed at each side of the table.
[Lavenders represent admiration and solitude]
Yellow daffodils in pots placed on each corner of the display table.
[A bunch of daffodils represent joy and happiness]
Pink tulips in single pots placed in front of the table.
[Represents care and attachment that is not as strong as love]
Ironically,a blue flower were not seen on the table.Instead,forget-me-nots were tangled up on the window,framing them.
[Because if they weren't place anywhere,people will forget they exist.Hence the name]
Karamatsu widened his eyes at his own thought.He shook his head.He didn't even realized that he was stalling.
He took a deep breath and stood up from the railings.He closed his eyes as he let his memories wash over him.
["Why are you always in the center?" "Because I'm the oldest!"]
["We will get the job,burazza!" "Yeah!" ]
["It's okay,burazza..." "...thanks"]
["I enjoy the time we sing together" "Me too!"]
["Thank you for accompanying me to fish" "Of course,burazza!"]
He opened his eyes and smiled for the last time.
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Um...like,should I make an epilogue?
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Fanfiction'Is it okay to feel wanted once in a while?' 'Is it bad to end my misery?' 'Why can't any of you see how much I've suffer?' Karamatsu version of My R Contains cuss words so beware