My R

II

Today will be the day

Karamatsu thought determinedly.He stood on the rooftop and started taking one of his boots off.

After he failed to end his life yesterday,he went home and took the note he left and hid it for another day.Before coming up on the building,he left the note at the same place which is under their futon.

Well,he may not be able to end his life but at least he saved someone else's.Karamatsu is truly a kind man.

As he took both of his shoes off,he finally noticed the other presence on the rooftop besides himself.He glared at the person crouching behind the ledge.

He was pissed at the thought of someone coming here before him once again.This was an opportunity missed.Karamatsu may be pissed off but the words still came out sincere.

"Hey,don't do it...please."

The person wore a purple hoodie which reminded Karamatsu about his brother whom hated him the most.

"Ichimatsu?"

He called out again.Damn,he needs to learn how to control his own mouth.

The crouching figure turned his head and stared at Karamatsu.Karamatsu took this chance to study the man's similar features of his brother.Dead eyes staring into his soul.

The man seemed to ignore the blue Matsuno's choice of name as he suddenly told Karamatsu about his woes.

"Don't bother stopping me.I'm trash anyways.You don't want to regret your life by saving someone as filthy as me.You should ignore me like everyone does.You can take whatever I have left once I jump since that's what everyone does.Steal everything from me,"He let out a long shaky sigh before saying,"Guess I just don't fit in in this world."

The memory of when Ichimatsu was still in high school haunted Karamatsu's mind.His brother had social anxiety to which was caused by all the taunting and bullying he experienced.Cruel words written on his desk each time he came to school.Being laughed at for even breathing.

Karamatsu clenched his fists till his knuckles turned white.

"Are you fucking serious?"

The purple hooded man looked at him,confused at the change of tone.

"You're seriously leaving this world because of some stupid reason?! I can't believe it! And to think you got here before me for something else!You bastard! You should be grateful that they at least love you!!!"

Karamatsu recalled the painful memory of when he arrived home after going to the hospital with an empty stomach,only to find no one had noticed his disappearance.Not even his mother had prepared him any pears.The thought of his brothers taking good care of Ichimatsu that one day flashed through him and he became silent.

Karamatsu was rethinking his words.He admits it was a bit harsh.But what has been said goes.He shouldn't have cared.What was he even doing? Trying to stop someone from suicide when even he,was about to do just that.

"There's always dinner waiting for you on the table,you know."

The crouching man's eyes widened but soon turned normal.He averted his gaze from Karamatsu and mumbled.

"I'm hungry..."

The crouching man then disappeared into the wind,leaving Karamatsu to wonder if that was also some angel who came to distract him from killing himself.

Who knows?