The Stress Of Confessing

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WARNING !!!!!!! THIS CHAPTER HAS SOME SEXUAL CONTENT IN IT !!!! MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY ✌️

Bahja's House ... 🏡

Zonnique's POV

It's been a whole week since that night between me and Ray . He's haven't returned any of my calls or texts . I really want to work things out with him. He means too much to me for us to end it like this . As for Zoey , I haven't heard from him either. I haven't even been home to see if he's been there or anything.

Bahja : Come on Nique .. It's been a week and you're still moping around ?

Zonnique : My life is so screwed up right now Bahja .. Ray hates me , Zoey still doesn't trust me after all I've done for him , and I just .. I give up

Bahja : Zoey is just going to have to learn the hard way . But as for Ray , you need to go to his house and try talking to him

Zonnique : He won't even answer my calls . What makes you think he'll answer the door or let me in ?

Bahja : I know Ray .. He can't stay mad at you forever . He loves you too much

Zonnique : This is why I didn't want to get in a relationship in the first place . I knew it wasn't gonna work out

Bahja : It can work out , just keep trying .

Zonnique : I'm tired of trying ! I've run out of chances to try

Bahja : No you haven't . You're just under a lot of pressure and I understand. That's why I'm here for you

Zonnique : *Crying*

Bahja : *Hugging her* I'm here for you . Everything's gonna be alright , I know it .

Zonnique : No it's not

Bahja : How about we go shopping ?

Zonnique : No thanks . I'm not in the mood

Bahja : Come on .. It'll make you feel better

Zonnique : I would rather take a nap

Bahja : Well okay .

I go upstairs and tuck my face into the pillows crowded amongst the bed in Bahja and Jacob's guest room. Maybe this nap a help me release some steam.

A couple hours later , I wake up to hear someone knocking on the door .

Bahja : Oh hey Ray .. Jacob isn't here

Ray : I didn't come for Jacob .

Bahja : Nique's upstairs sleep

Ray : Can I come in ? I really need to talk to her

Bahja : Yeah . Tell her I'm headed to the store if she's looking for me

Ray : Okay

I lye back down and pretend to be asleep while listening to the sound of Ray's footsteps approach the room. My heart grew heavier as his footsteps got closer. I could feel him sit down on the bed right beside me. 10 minutes passed and all I could hear was him breathing. He was just watching me sleep . That's when I decided to roll over and wake up.

Zonnique : Raay ? *Fake sleepy voice*

Ray : ...

He just kept looking at me . It was a sad but warming look . He looked like he wanted to kiss me and hold me but break down at the same time.

Zonnique : You could've at least returned one of my calls

Ray : I .. I just wasn't in the mood to talk

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