There are times like these where there's so much emotions, but found myself at a loss of words.
and times where there's so much emotion, with such numbness that i sit in the cold shower during winter, wanting to cry, but without tears.
And times where half a bottle of whiskey and the person you needed reassurance from is the one causing all this pain. And times when i turn to the blade.
there are times when thing are indescribably difficult, and painful.
so i scramble for a place to stand, a place to feel some sort of warmth. so i grab that blade, that gave me the burning pain.
