Am I a freak?

Chapter Nineteen

WHERE DID YOU GO AGAIN KAT?!??!?!! WE ALL MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!!

Ok for this chapter I thought I’d switch it up a little and do a different POV! Some ppl might think ‘oooohhh tats so obvious’ or whatever but I don’t care much.

The outfits are on the side!!!>>>>

Chapter Nineteen

Amanda (POV)

Alma helped me get ready that day, she helped me pick a dress, and she did my hair and my make-up. The whole time all she did was talk about nonsense, which I was grateful for. I loved my sister she knew me so well and she was just amazing. I kind of understand how she felt the day that dad told her that she was to marry Andrew but still I can’t help but feel anxious, betrayed and just a tad angry but I had the right to feel those ways right? After all, the one thing I thought I had control over was my choice. Free will. Well that’s what we’ve always told right? That we had free will even in church they spoke about how God was all powerful and he still gave us free will.

I kept telling myself over and over that I did have free will; I could still make my own decisions. If I didn’t want to marry this guy I didn’t have to, which is true of course but why is it that I feel I don’t have a choice? I know my father is only doing this for my own good but it didn’t make the hurt any less, I knew he would never force me to marry someone that was truly horrible so I just had to put all my faith into how well he actually knew me, which made me nervous.

Since Alma had found out about what we were everyone was teaching us little tricks here and there, some were useful but others were just plain cool. One thing that the triplets taught us was being able to communicate with one another using our minds, we couldn’t use it the way Andrew did to connect a number of minds we could only do it with immediate family members because we shared the same blood. So I could talk to my brothers and my sister at any time, it was so amazing and I loved using it whenever it worked because it was so efficient but we hadn’t exactly perfected it so most stuff comes out as static when we weren’t concentrating on it well.

When Alma was done making me over she pulled me up to the mirror to see my reflection, I was in a midnight blue dress that just about went past my knees, with black netting pocking out of the bottom and a bow on the hip. The dark coloured dress made my blonde hair stand out as it flowed past my shoulders in soft curls. I stepped into my silver heels and did a twirl as my sister instructed; she had kept my make-up light which I was grateful for and gave me a silver heart shaped locket to wear around my neck.

“Breath babe! We’ll get through this! Everything will be fine!” she sent me a smile and I could do nothing but return it and give her a small nod. ‘If you ever need me in the middle of the room I’ll be in here!” she smiled as her voice rang clear in my head, my eyes went wide with surprise.

“WHEN DID YOU GET GOOD AT THAT?!” I smacked her arm as she laughed at my reaction.

‘I’ve been practicing’ she smirked.

“Alright now you’re just showing off!” I crossed my arms over my chest and pouted which simply seemed to make her laugh even more which only made me want to laugh along with her, man her laugh was so infectious! There was a knock at the door which made us stop laughing abruptly and look over at it cautiously.

“Come in” I said with a small voice but they heard, Aaron, Adam, Blaise, Blade and Blake all stumbled in one after the other and just stood there but then Eventually Aaron spoke up.

“You better be ready, the Knights are pulling into the driveway as we speak.”

“Oh okay” I replied, straightening my dress up and taking one last look in the mirror and once I was ok with the way I looked I turned back to all my brothers sad faces.