Am I a freak?

Chapter Two

Chapter 2

Okay! Deep breath, everything will be fine, you'll tell Chris everything and it will all be fine! Maybe we can still be friends? I kept giving myself a pep talk as I walked over to my normal table, in the cafeteria, around it sat all the guys that I normally sat with. I walked up behind one certain person, Chris.

"Hey Chris, can we go and talk?" I looked around the table "In private" Chris looked up at me puzzled at the words that had come out of my mouth, as was I! I was meant to just spill the beans, you know rip the band aid off!

"Sure Honey" we waved goodbye to the guys, I grabbed Chris's hand and stoked it with my thumb as we walked to the closest bench but I stopped.

"No not here, let's go to your room."

"Okay" finally we reached the door and I walked in and stood at the foot of the bed with my back to the door, suddenly I was turned around and a pair of soft, strawberry lips landed on mine, at first I didn't react, no stay strong Al! Don't give in or you'll forget why your here! Too late! I started to move my lips against hers, I moved my hands to circle her tiny waist and licked her bottom lip for entrance and she complied. I began to explore her mouth but just before I could get to her tongue she pulled away and pushed me onto the bed.

OKAY PAUSE! Her, you say? Well, Chris is short for Crystal and Al is short for Alma, as in the Latin name for Maiden. I'm bi. Chris is my GIRLFRIEND. OKAY PLAY!

My back hit the soft duvet and when I looked up Chris had a sexy smirk on her face, she pulled her white t-shirt off slowly, giving me a show, I watched the end of the shirt go up her flat, caramel stomach, she pulled the top further up to reveal a white lacy bra. White, ironic, since it is the colour of the pure and innocent, and Chris and I were certainly not pure or innocent. I smiled at her showing her my approval, she crawled slowly over to me, she lay down on top of me a knee between my legs as her soft lips returned to mine I let a small moan escape from my lips as I trailed my hands across her smooth back, she tugged at the hem of my shirt, she pulled away from me once again, Damn woman stop doing that! "Take it off!" she ordered, so I did it in one quick motion to reveal my black lacy bra, she looked down at me quickly before bringing her lips back to mine, I reached for the clasp on her bra, WAIT! I stopped; I came here for a reason! Damn my horny body for getting side-tracked!

"Chrissie, stop!" I pulled away softly; a frown appeared on her sexy face.

"What's wrong?" she asked pouting.

"When I said...we...um...needed to talk I meant it!" she looked at me confused.

"What's bothering you babe?" I hate being called babe, I am not babe! That is that creepy talking pig! I sighed as I sat up a little and leaned back onto the headboard and Chris curled up beside me with her head on my shoulder.

"Okay..." stay calm! It will all be fine! "I don't know how else to say this so I'm just coming right out with it! I'm leaving!" I waited not looking at her.

"What!" she shrieked "What do you mean?"

"I mean I have to go home" I replied slowly and waited for the penny to drop, when it finally did the water works kicked in!

"You can't leave! What about us!"

"We can still talk" I tried to get her to stop crying; man I hate it when girls cry I don't know what to do in this kind of situation.

"But you don't believe in long distance! That's why you broke up with your last girlfriend!" She cried even louder!

"Shhh...Come on we can still be friends right?" I asked but she just cried even more "Look I have to leave in a few hours; I don't want to spend my last hours here watching you cry!"

"You're leaving today? Your leaving today and your telling me now!" she jumped off the bed, picked up my top and threw it at me "GET OUT! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"

"Chrissie..." I stood in front of her.

"GO!" she pushed me out of the door and slammed it shut in my face and I just stood there, shocked in nothing but my bra.