You took me aside
Yet again,
To tell me in your own words…
You don’t give a crap about me.
You said we’ll never be together again
And I have to believe you
I refuse to believe you.
I believed you before and look where it got me.
But that’s besides the point.
We learned that anything can happen.
What changed?
What happened?
I had to have done something for you to be with everyone else but me…
What did I do?
How could you let this happen?
We had everything planned out for us,
Everything we wanted in life and in each other.
Future…
You said we fell apart,
But things like that just don’t die like you say it has.
Those strings will always be there,
Just not tied.
I want to start over,
Truly.
I want to give it another shot.
I want to make this work, darling.
You know I do,
You know I’d do anything for you.
There’s no reason we can’t try again.
Anything can happen.
We’ve both learned that.
You said you’d never leave me and you’ll always love me.
Then this happened.
You even promised.
Don’t tell me we’ll never be together again,
Because anything can happen.
You said we already happened before,
But you have a strong heart,
You said this was a break.
You said we’d be together again.
I remember.
What made you not want me?
What made me not good enough?
What made us fall apart?
Tell me what you can answer,
Or have an idea of what the answer may be.
Explain it, try to.
I know you can.
What made me unbeautiful?
What made this not work?
You said I was your true love.
I was your first.
You were mine…
Not everything you said to me can be a lie, can it?
I refuse to believe you.
I love you and you know it.
My heart belongs to you.
You can’t give it back.
