What the fvck? Ano 'tong nangyayare, feeling ko naglalakad ako pero this time hindi ko gamit 'yong mga paa ko.
What the hell is goin' on? Fvck. I suddenly smell the familiar scent that I am starting to get addicted. I slowly open my eyes because dizziness is hitting me so hard. Then, buhat-buhat ako ng lalaking tumulong sa'kin kanina. He really gets me remind me of someone. He looks so familiar tho. Shit, hilo lang 'to. It can't be him.
He looks so serious, he is not aware that I am enjoying this. Madison! Not again. God. Why does he need to look handsome? Nakakadag-dag pa ang bigote niya na siguro kapag na-ahitan e mas magpapa-gwapo pa sa kanya. Then his lips. Damn it. This kind of lips na mala-rosas, na mahihiya pa ang ibang mga kakabaihan sa labing meron siya. Fck gusto kong halikan. Stop it, madi.
Lasing ba talaga ako? Seriously, madi. Bumabalik ang dati mong pagkatao.
Nagkunware akong wala akong ginagawa pero pa-simple pa rin akong minasmadan siya. Mag-kamukha talaga sila. Oh no.
I can sense, nasa loob kami ng elevator. Jeez nakakahiya kung sino man ang makakakita sa'min.
I think someone enter the elevator.
"Hijo... girlfiend? I think she's in the old age na.
"Uhh... opo." He hesitantly said.
Jeez. Girlfriend daw? I admit kinilig ako. But hell no. Not again. I promise to myself na huwag na ulit.
"Finally... hijo. Akala ko medyo tagilid ka e. Ngayon lang 'to. Alagaan mo 'yan. Magandang babae, swerte niyo sa isa't-isa. Ninang ako sa kasal ha, kung aabot pa ko Hahaha!" the old woman playfully said.
So tama nga ang hinala ko, I'm on his place.
I try to speak but I fcking can't. Ganito ba talaga 'yong feeling? Alam mo kung anong nangyayari but you couldn't do things? Nanghihina na ko ngayon. Hindi na ako nahihilo. Damn it. Ang gulo mo, Madi.
Nilapag niya na ko sa kama. God I could stay here all day just to smell his scent.
"Damn it. Swerte mo wala ko sa mood kundi buntis ka na sa susunod na araw." He said.
Fvck this guy. So 50-50 pala ngayon ang virginity ko.
Once again, I try to speak.
"Hey, asshole. You are asshole!" Fvck what am I saying?
"Hey, I have a name. Jason, freak. How 'bout you?"
Pati ba naman pangalan kailangan parehas sila?
"hmmmmmm...." Shit.
He is now topless. Malabo pa rin ang paningin ko pero fvckingshit I still can see his goddamn 6 pack abs. I wish I could touch them. Jeez stop being a pervert baka buntis ka na bukas, Madi.
"Jason... Jason... why did you leave me? D..id..did... you ev...er lo...ve me, huhhh?" hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayare I just let out what my shitty mouth wants to say.
"Sorry, what?" He said
"Ahh ka-pangalan ko ex mo noh? He said again
"Ohh Jason... " I finally stand up. Kahit iika-ika ako I try to get myself near to him. I don't know, I'm hoping this is him. Now I am.
I started cryin'.What's goin' on self? I still fvcking love him. I still do.
Ngayon ulit lumabas ang sama ng loob ko, na matagal ko ng tinago noon. Pero...
"I'm sorry, freak. Hindi ako 'yong Jason na 'yon. Hindi kita type." Fvck this man.
"Ja..son, I still do."
