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CHAPTER 11 :)
Romy's POV
I cried myself at sleep last night. Still couldn't believe what happened.
I really need to go away.. away from harry.. away from this tour.. away from my friends.
I need some time alone before i die.
That thought.. arg i hate it.. that i just had 3 months to live i can't believe it.
I looked out my bunkbed and saw all the boys sleeping. Even Harry.
I slowly got up and grabbed my stuff. I wrote a quick note:
Dear boys,
Good luck with the tour, I know i should be there right now.. i just can't.
Live your dream without me. Don't come and look for me. You don't know where i am.
I want some time alone before i die.. i all love you guys.. except Harry.
yes i love you..
but i can't anymore..
xoxo romy
I placed the note on the fridge so they, obviously Niall, would read it.
I took one last look before opening the door and go outside. It was 6am. The boys should wake up soon for reahersels. I walked towards a busstop and waited for the bus.
A few minutes later it arrived.
' Is this bus going to the airport? ', i asked the man.
' yes it is ', he smiled at me.
i walked in and paid him before going to my seat.
' goodbye boys ' was all i could think ..
I soon arrived at the airport , but all i thougt.. where am i going ?
I look behind and saw a bus going to the coast. I runned towards it and i was just in time before it closed.
It look like it was an 1 hour trip but i drived for another 5 hours.
The bus stopped and i looked outside.. there was the sun, the beach and a beautiful hotel.
I walked out and walked towards the incheck service.
' hi i'm Romy Mcray and i just came here and i don't have any reservation ', i said to the womand behind the desk.
' ohhhh you're that girl who date Harry Styles, where is he ?'.
'Uhm yeah that's me.. but i want you to shut your mouth and tell no one.. but no one that i'm here ok?', i looked her evily in the eyes.
' i understand', she typed something in her computer,' you have a room towards the sea.. enjoy', she gave me my key and i walked to the lift.. this is great. no one would ever notice i'm here.. Harry forget me soon.. maybe he already did ?
Harry's POV
'' ITS ALL YOUR FAULT THAT SHE'S GONE ... she's gonna die for gods sake ', Louis screamed at me holding the note we found on the fridge. i had tears in my eyes and my hands were in my curls.
All of the boys were upset.
'' you didn't stop chris ? you just watched her kissing another guy ? '', Niall said.
' yeah i did '.
'i can't believe you..', liam said holding his head backwards.
' rehearsel in 5 ', paul said and walked out of the bus.
'we talk about it later'. zayn said walking out of the bus with the boys following him.
I was thinking.. thinking about her .. she just left..
It tore me apart when i read that line..
yes i love you
but i can't anymore
that was in my head for the last hour now.
I wiped away my tears and stepped out of the bus.
Paparazzi and fans screamed at me but i just ignored them and held my head down. I was not in the mood today..
I reached stage and saw all the boys standing together. They saw me and shook their heads before turning away again.
I grabbed a mic and waited for the man who gave us the sign that we could start.
We did a few songs before we had lunch break. I grabbed my phone and walked outside to find a bench. no fans.. no paparazzi.. just me thinking.
Where could she b-
'uhm hello harry', a little girl stood infront of me with our cd.
'oh hello i didn't saw you sorry'.
'it's ok.. what's up?', she asked sitting beside me.
'fine.. well actually i'm not fine at all'. i said looking down.
'it's about Romy isn't it?', i shot my head up and looked at her.
'how do you know?'.
'well we have some pics when you think about her.. you smile or look upset when you aren't with her.. she left you again did she?'.
how could this little girl know this stuff ?
'look i sign your cd and then you have to leave', she smiled and i signed her cd give her a hug and she walked away.
I held my head in my hands before standing up and turning around. All of them were standing there.
'you heard it didn't you?', i asked.
'yup we did', Liam said.
I sighed and walked past them.
'harry wait', louis said.
i turned and looked at them..
'what?', i snapped.
'we know you miss Romy.. we miss her too.. but you have to think this is your fault too that she left.. harry think.. she's. gonna. die. in . 3 months'. I looked at him.. tears were escaping my eyes once again.
'SHE FUCKING DOENS'T LOVE ME ANYMORE.. SO LEAVE ME ALONE', i stormed inside and want to find a place for myself. I bumped into someone.
'Oh i'm so sorry', i looked up and saw a pretty girl standing there.
'it's ok .. i should watched were i walked', she smiled. She has a beautiful smile but not as goregeous as Romy. DAMMIT.
'you look upset, will you go to my place and talk about it?'.
'yeah ok.. i'm harry by the way'.
'Lisa'.
She lead me outside and i stepped into her car before driving off to her place.
a 5 minute drive and we were there.
She walked inside and i followed her. She patted to the couch beside her and i sit next to her.
'so tell me about it..'.
I told her the whole story..
'you really love her don't you?'.
'yeah i do.. but she doesn't i me-'. before i could finish the line her lips pressed to mine. I didn't regret it.. instead of that i grabbed her face and pulled her closer.. We were full snogging now..
What am i doing ?
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