Sucker For Pain×E.D

2nd Ending

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Let's say Kristen never came to the Hospital and Ethan lived but he now knows about Kristen and Grayson.
I didnt like the other ending but this ending may include selfharm...This is how I wanted it to end in the first place but my brain was coming up with too much

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Ethan's POV

Every part of me felt lost and empty.
She didnt even come to see if I was alright or even alive.Im better off dead from what I see.I stared at my ceiling thinking of everything I did wrong and how I could have changed it all if I were to just tell her and maybe I wouldnt be going through this stage right now.

My mom barges in my room
"Ethan sweetie Are you okay?"I couldn't hold it in any longer and I burst out crying.She holds me in her arm letting me cry out my pain

"Im sorry Mom for everything Ive done or said to you or dad but I love you"

"We Love You Too"

Kristen's POV

I made it through the night successfully..I dont know what would have happened if I went.I hope he is getting well though because as much as he hurt me doesnt mean I don't love him or care about him.
Because I do but,for now I needed my distance from him

I was sitting in my room on my bed with empty ice cream containers,tissue,sad love movies,and puffy eyes

What if I do have it?What will I do?
Its will stay with me FOREVER

I don't think I could ever forgive Ethan or even look at him
So,I decide to stay home today instead of going to school because what would be the purpose of me going...just to be told
"I told you so".
My phone rings and it was Grayson
Should I answer? It would probably be Ethan calling from grayson's phone

I wasn't taking any chances and I let the phone rings
My mom must have heard it because she unexpectedly barged into my room
"Why aren't you at school?"
"Mom I really don't want to go can I please stay home" I begged

"Why?"
I didn't want to tell her and I wasnt going to even though she deserves to know

"Im sick and I dont feel well"which was true but she wouldnt understand what I meant

"Bullshit...get up and get dressed"she leaves

"FUCK"I mouth to myself and get up angry as hell so,that means I'll have to face Ethan after everything he did to me from the beginning to end

I get dressed not to fancy and put my hair in a messy bun and a little makeup just to coverup for me crying so much from my broken heart

Ethan's POV

I lay in bed
I had no intentions on going to school today..I'm too hurt to even do anything.

Kristen had sex with Grayson...she didn't even tell me herself...My own brother

Tears streamed down my face just of the thought of it
Did she love me or was she just using me for sex?

The world was beginning to be too fucking much for me..I don't want the illnesses I have ..I want to be free with nomore sickness

I grabbed my bookbag taking out my notebook and began to write down my explanation for everything,feeling,and good times.

I wrote three seperate letters
One for Kristen,Grayson, and my parents for them to remember me

Grayson comes in my room as im on the middle of writing

"Why aren't you at school?"I asked

"Im going to I just came to check on you..What are you writing?"he walked towards me and I cover my paper