My red string.

Chapter three: Distantly close.

END OF NOVEMBER
HER
The last month I decided to tell Nathan that we should probably take some space and didn't force because that wasn't a healthy idea. We have been friends for many years and any time that some of us need support we are there for each other and distance won't take that away but that didn't mean that we had to talk and be in contact every day. I think he took it fine. At first, we used talk three times a week, at least so we can inform about what's going on in our lives but as time passed, we we're talking less and less and I was missing him less and less. I mean, I didn't stop loving him but with this experience, I noticed that my feelings for Nathan wasn't normal. Maybe I saw him as more as a friend and I couldn't accept it in the past. So this time was helping me to clear up my mind and make me understand the kind of relationship between the both of us.

HIM
My new life was doing more than great. It was going to be my first holidays away from home and I wasn't feeling it in a bad way. Meeting new people, places and traditions were making college a lot easier. Nicole and I didn't talk as much as we promised that we were going to do. It was her decision and I respected but didn't agree. But there was nothing I could at the distance that we are. Maybe I've never realised how important Nicole was to me and that maybe I liked her more than as a friend but at this, it was too late.

HOLIDAYS
HER
I have never dated any guy before. Of course I liked some guys in high school but never had something serious with anyone. When someone started "talking" me and I thought things were going right, they told that I acted as if  Nathan was more than a friend and then they stopped talking to me. So now that he's gone, I think maybe there could an opportunity for me to try dating someone new and see what happens.

HIM
I told my story with Nicole to most of my friends so they could give me their opinions on what should I do. Keep her as a friend, like we always have been or try to talk with her about my feelings and take the risk to maybe lose her friendship. My friends told that I must take the risk but at this time wasn't. We weren't even on the same continent, I had to wait to be together again. I hope by the time it isn't too late.