Arabella (H.S Fanfic)

Twelve

Gemma and her friends were trying to hold in their giggles as we walked up the stairs. She said we were going to listen to what they were doing.

I was silently praying Harry wouldn't find oit and kill us all. Especially me! I wanted to go home and becoming an Arabella Afternoon Snack was the last thing that I wanted to become.

We reached Harry's room. The room I had went into that night. The night Harry was caring when he carried me to the bathroom. The night he had snapped.

Was he not used to someone touching him? What was his problem?!

Why the hell was a thinking about him? His girlfriend just destroyed our party mood. He deserves this. He deserves all he gets.

But a part of me feels sorry for him.

No one knows he can be a good person. No one knows that he can care, can love. I'm 99.9% positive he is like any other human being. He can care and love. But he was probably hurt.

I wonder what had happened to make him so cold and...

Untouchable.

My heart was racing a mile a minute. We were outside his room and Gemma had her phone on record. I almost gagged at the noises they were making.

"Ohmygod Harry!!!!"

"Faster!!!"

Oooooohmygooood!!!!"

"Haaaaaaryyyyyy!!!!"

Kendall sounded like she was dying. It was nasty. Really nasty...

"Oh my god this is good ladies!!!" Gemma said clicking off her phone.

"Ready for part 2?" Gemma asked squealing softly.

I was a nervous wreck. Part 2 was when we suddenly barge into Harry's room and give them a shock. Everyone agreed it was an excellent idea.

Even me! Well at the time...

"Good, their still at it." Gemma said after she had checked.

"And 3"

Gemma started the countdown.

"2..."

Everyone got ready.

"And...."

I shut my eyes and continued praying.

"1!!!"

We all barged into the room.

Everyone screamed!!!

"Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!" Kendall screamed from underneath Harry. Harry looked shocked his mouth dangling wide open but nothing came out.

A pang of guilt suddenly hit me like a thousand bricks. I shouldn't have agreed to this. The old me would never had done that.

But now I just wanted to fit in and get along so badly I had hurt and embarrassed someone. I looked down at my hands. I was not supposed to see this.

The others just burst out laughing. Hard.

I wanted to tell them to stop but I couldn't. I couldn't say anything. I couldn't bring myself to tell them to stop. I couldn't because I had followed them and I couldn't act all innocent.

I just ran.

I ran away from that room.

I ran to the safety of my room and locked the door behind me. I was sad and disappointed in myself. I had never done such a thing. So why now?

I started to cry.

I had become such a mean person. What would my parents say now? More importantly, what would Christian think.

He always thought that I was such a good person. I was just proving him wrong. All my life I had been a nice person but now here I was barging in on people's smutt lives?!

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"Arabella?"

"Arabella?"

"Please tell me you're there"

I woke up on the floor, again. What had my life become?! Was I even alove or had me soul been taken by the devil?

"Hmmm, I'm coming, I'm coming..." I answered groggily.

I opened the door to find a very confused Gemma. She looked like she had been there a while.

"Gemma I-" that was all I managed to say before she put a hand up for me to stop whatever ever bull was going to come out of my mouth.

"Can I come in?" she asked.

"Ya, sure..." I said moving so she could come in.

She plopped down on the edge of my bed. "Sit" she commanded. I sat next to her.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Why did you leave?" Gemma questioned.

"I... listen Gemma... I just..." I began.

"You're too nice a person Ara. I'm sorry for asking you to come with us..." Gemma said. She regretted it. I was sure of it.

"It was my choice Gemma. It isn't you're fault." I said putting a comforting arm around Gemma's shoulder.

"So I talked to Harry and he said he would come talk to you... I trust him with you Ara. He wont hurt you." Gemma said looking up at me.

"W-what?" I stammered.

"Ya... well I have to go now..." Gemma said standing up. "Harry will be here soon..." she said.

And with that she walked out.

I shut my door. How was I supposed to face him?! I just saw him naked. Plus I was a hot mess!

I ran to the mirror. Mascara stained my cheeks. I looked gross. I quickly wiped all the mascara stains off my cheeks and was applying new mascara when someone knocked on my door.

"Arabella? It's Harry..."

Shit

Shit

Shit

Shit

Shiiiiiiit!!!!!

What the hell?! Harry was outside my friggin door?!

I applied the last of my mascara, took a deep breath and walked towards the door.

Turning the handle, I opened the door to reveal a very flushed Harry.

"Arabella, we need to talk..." he said.

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Sorry for the short shitty chapter you guys. I am trying so hard to find time but I have so much work with school and stuff.

To make things worse I'm going through writer's block!!! But don't worry, it's not thaaaaaat serious. I still have ideas but not as much.

But don't stop reading. Don't give up on this book. It will be getting better don't worry. I have my cheer competition and stuff. I also have to start applying for a college.

I have too, too many things to do all my teachers are pushing me to work because I am one of the "hope" students. I mean what the hell?! I'm still young!!! I don't deserve this kind of treatment!!!

Sorry. I gotta stop ranting.

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Emma