Arabella (H.S Fanfic)

Thirteen

"Arabella, we need to talk..." he said.

"Ya, um sure... come on in..." I said nervously looking down at my fingers.

"Thanks..." Harry mumbled walking into my room. "I really like what you've done here Arabella..." he suddenly said out of the blue.

"Thank you, I um.... like you're room too..." I stuttered. Why was I acting so weird? I need to calm down!!!

"Sit..." I said gesturing towards the beanbags. "Um, thanks" Harry said sitting down on the white beanbag. I laughed a little.

"What's so funny?" Harry asked raising an eyebrow.

"You avoided the pink beanbag Harry..." I said with a small smile. "Ha, ha, ha..." Harry fake laughed. But in the end he gave me a genuine smile.

It made my heart flutter. Plus it felt like an entire zoo was having a party in my stomach. That was how nervous I was to be alone, with Harry.

I slowly sat down on the remaining pink beanbag. "So, um... Gemma said you wanted to talk?" I said probably sounding foolish and weak.

"Ya, I do actually..." he responded.

"Um, so what you did earlier... I mean, when you ran out of my room... why? Why did you run?" Harry asked blushing like crazy. I can't say I didn't start blushing too.

My face felt hot and I was biting my lip so hard it must be bleeding by now. "Um, I guess..."

I took a deep breath. I should tell him the real reason shouldn't I? I mean he's trying to make a change so should I.

I told Harry the real reason I left. I told him about how I didn't feel like myself anymore and I how I thought I shouldn't barge in on people's smutt lives and everything I was feeling towards my actions.

Harry was being really patient and listening to me rant the entire time. I stopped once in a while to take a deep breath and calm myself down. Other times I stopped to look at Harry for a fee seconds just to take his features in.

He was really very attractive.

After I had finished my rant, I felt like a hige weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I stared at him and he stared back. He gave me a smile. I returned it.

"Arabella, you haven't chamged you're attitude. You're not a bad person. You have the biggest heart and you are always so sincere. If you think that that one action made you a bad person, then you're wrong. You basically ran out of my room and you regretted what you did. If anything, I'm the bad person. You were trying to help amd I snapped at you for no reason. You are a good person Arabella and I should be begging for forgiveness not you because you are so pure and innocent. This is not you're fault. Don't blame yourself for something I did. It's not right." Harry said.

He said it with so much emotion and so much sincerity that I was mostly focusing on him and how much I had started feeling for him. Yes it had only been three days but I felt like there was a story behind Harry Styles and I was going to figure him out.

"So do you forgive me Arabella for being such a dick to you?" Harry asked. I laughed. He used dick like it was normal to add it into a normal apology. But I wasn't going to judge. It was, his nature. I "respected" that.

"I- never mind..." I said blushing and looking down my hands.

"What?" Harry asked putting a hand on mine.

"It's nothing really..." I repeated.

"Arabella, tell me!" Harry demanded hooking a finger under my chin and turning it towards his piercing green eyes. The ones that were pulling me in. The ones that I was starting to have feelings for.

"I want to get to know you better Harry. I feel like there's more to you than meets the eye. I feel like we could become...

friends...." I said timidly but my voice contained emotions beyond explanation.

Harry clenched his jaw and took his finger away from under my chin. I suddenly regretted telling him anything.

"I'm sorry, it's too soon... I'm so stupid.... I shouldn't ha-" but I was cut off when Harry kissed me.

Our mouths moved in sync and he bit my bottom lip asking for entrance I gladly granted it to him. His tongue roamed my mouth like mine did to him.

We were both fighting for dominance but he won obviously. After a while we had to stop because we were so out of breath from that extreme make out session.

He leaned his forehead against mine as we tried to catch out breaths. That was my first kiss and I was glad it was with Harry. I smiled amd he smiled back.

"My first kiss, was with a human..." I said breathlessly. I was still trying to cath my breath and wrap my head around the fact that Harry had kissed me.

"Sorry..." he said out of the blue.

"For what Harry?" I asked. There was nothing to be sorry about. We had enjoyed that. Hadn't we?

"If you regretted kissing me back and I'm sorry if you wanted you're first kiss to be with someone else" he said sadly sitting up straight from the position he was in previously which was leaning against my forehead.

"Harry, listen to me..." I said getting up and kneeling down in front of him.

"I don't regret a second of what we did just now. I am totally fine with it and to be honest, I enjoyed it very much." I said. It was, true. I loved the kiss and I wanted it to happen again because I was pretty sure I would be thinking of it 24/7.

"Really?" Harry asked.

"Really" I responded smiling.

"Oh my god Arabella, I could kiss you roght now!" Harry said relieved.

I blushed.

"You can"

With those 2 words, Harry smirked and pulled my onto his lap so that I was straddling his waist and it quickly turned out into a very heated make out session.

I tugged slightly on his curls making him moan into the kiss. We never broke the kiss even once. We didn't care in that moment. We were too engrossed in the kiss to even bother about anything.
Finally the kiss came to a stop.

"Oh my god, how is ot that you just had you're first kiss today?! You're so experienced. That was the best kiss I have ever had." Harry rambled on and on making me blush a cherry tomato red.

"Thanks Harry..." I mumbled too shy to say anything.

"Well, tomorrow let's get to know each other better ya?" Harry asked looking at me hopefully like he was scared I would say no.

"Sure Harry, I would love to..." I replied smiling and blushing uncontrollably. I was more than happy to go with Harry on what could possibly be called a date but was not actually a date.

"Mmmk, see ya tomorrow love" Harry said pressing a quick kiss to my lips.

I smiled.

"See ya babe" he said with a smirk and casually strolled out the door closing it behind him.

I walked over to my bed and flopped down on it.

The zoo was having a massive party in my stomach and I felt all tingly.

I was excited for tomorrow. But I had one problem....

What was I going to wear?!

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