It's been Two months and I'm still not really showing. Well not showing at all.. Aj comes over everyday after school she brings me food she picks me up she takes me home she rubs my feet and my belly. She reads to my baby and Is already buying her clothes. I'm now really excited But I have not told the people it really matter to yet.. Mar'Niquee doesn't know. My God momma doesn't know && neither does my mom. Gia, Pookie &&Aj. I'm going to tell Mar'Niquee tonight but I don't know how she gone take it. Today I have a doctors appointment that Alisha is taking me to. She'll be here in about 5 minutes So I'm almost done getting dressed...
5 minutes later Aj pulled up in my driveway. She walked upstairs in the house Where I was.
AJ: Goodmorning baae.
ME: Goodm-
I was interrupted by another morning vomit. Good thing I was in the bathroom. After I already brushed my teeth and everything. This Damn child make me throw up.. it's Ohkkay because Aj held my hair back. I then brushed my teeth again and Left the house. Mar'Niquee, manman and yj were already off to school.. Im on a sick leave from work and school because they don't know what's wrong with me. So..We got in the car and I took off my sandals and put my feet up on the dash board. Then I pushed my chair all the way back.. And fell asleep. I'm not sure how much longer later it was But probably No more then ten minutes. Aj tapped me and woke me up.
AJ: Baae *TAPPING ME*
ME:Yeaaaa...
AJ: what you want to eat we at checkers.
ME:I want a large banana Milkshake a Bacon roadhouse Some regular fries some chilli cheese fries No beans and a hot dog.
AJ: *LAUGHING* What the hell? You fr?
ME:*DUMB FACE* Don't I sound Fr?
AJ:Well Yeah and all that she said.
THE INTERCOM:That'll be $22.39 pull to the first window please.
AJ: Is you gone eat all that?
ME:Yes I want all of it. and I'm not gone share with you.
AJ:Yes you is..
Aj thought I was playing she wasn't getting none. I don't care cause she buying.. And she gone buy it cause she care if her baby getting full or not. When I got my food I ate all of it on the way to my doctors appointment. I had a milkshake I waited to drink. I started to drink my milkshake And as soon as it hit my throat.. it all came back up....I'm like wtf? This baby don't like nothing. I can't eat none of the stuff I like and it's pissing me off because that's the stuff I'm craving. All This Different stuff I'm Eating And Cant Take.. It's Really frustrating me because I'm hungry.. But all I do is throw it right back up then I'm stuffing myself Again...
Once we got to the doctor.. We sat in there and waited to be called But this office always moves So fast.. So I was called soon as I was in there. When I Got in there I told my doctor about my little problem.
ME:I can't eat.. It does not matter what it is.. I throw it right back up then I'm craving more food.. And I'm eating like and animal.. I know pregnant women eat But not the way I do.. I eat from the time I open my eyes from the time I close them and I'm starting to think it's not normal. I can't eat anything and it doesn't matter what it is.. So I eat throw up eat then vomit again...
My doctor was looking at me with a very funny face.. She told me she had seen Symptoms like this before.
MY DOCTOR: Your symptoms ate abnormal But you are not the first it's happens too. There is another vitamin I can put you on So that your food stays down But.. Whatever the baby does not like will still come up also the next visit I want to see a list of the most common things that can't stay down.
I agreed.. Then She told me to lay down. I laid flat on her table and she slid my shirt up.. Then she put the ultrasound jelly on my stomach. It was my first ultrasound So I was very excited. I smiled and So did Aj.. She listens to everything the doctor says.. and she always takes not.. I'm confident my baby has a great other half. So... Watching the Screen all that we can see is the fetus. I don't care... she took pictures of that and gave me my ultrasound photos. Aj Looked at them until we got in the car. Then she Put One in Her dashboard and one in her wallet.. She only making me more attracted to her.. It's like it gets worse and worse everyday. I Went To Aj's With Her Mother and baby sister Niomi. Her Mom Knows.. About The Baby And She Is Really Excited I didn't expect her to be like that at all..She Bought a Swing A Bassinet And a Crib.. Im Really Happy now That I know her mom approves and that my baby does have a grandparent That loves her.. Ms.Kristy Cooked.. Some jamaican Food. She Made Me a big ole Plate.. And I ate it.. And I Enjoyed it very much.. I Eat more than a Regular Pregnant Person.. I eat like not even for 2 because I'm never full ..I eat for like 4 or 5 .. I hope There's nothing wrong with my baby's digestive system and I hope that's not why I can't keep anything down. As time went by.. I Sat and I waited until 3:30 came and I went to pick Mar'Niquee Up and Alisha came with me.. She Drove.. When we got to the school.. Some girl were outside the gate Where Mar'Niquee Was Standing.. They were Trying to jump Mar'Niquee.. I stopped the car and got out I walked over to Where they were and let them little hoes know. I was loud and rowdy.. Cause bout my sister Ain't never No pressure. Aj Jumped Out the car when she seen the li girl thought I was About they Age.. She Grabbed Me And Told Mar'Niquee to get in the car.. We got in the car and Aj went on..
AJ: What the hell wrong with you? Why you jumping out like that knowing you cant be out There fighting an shit.. What's wrong with you Ky?
ME: I wasn't gone let them jump my sister..
AJ: baae them li ass hoes ain't bout that.. And Mar'Niquee what they wanna jump you for?
MAR'NIQUEE: Cause They ugly.. And the wanna jump me over a pissy ass li boy that I don't even want.
AJ: Ohh What If Ky Was Pregnant?
MAR'NIQUEE: That Skinny Bitch Ain't No Damn Pregnant.
ME: Hoe Shut up.
AJ: *GIVING HER THE ULTRASOUND* Yes she Is.. You cant See Nothing It's Just The Fetus. She Only 2 Months.
MAR'NIQUEE: *SMILING* Omggg... I hope it be a Girl!
AJ: It is.. It's a Spit Baby && They Can Only be Girls because they only got female Chromosomes.
MAR'NIQUEE: That sound nasty as fuck.. You Could've kept that to yourself.
ME: So yeen mad?
MAR'NIQUEE: No fa what? You grown.. Do you boo,Do you.
I Was Getting More And More Excited About The Arrival Of My Baby Girl. Aj Buying Clothes.. Her Momma Buying Stuff And She Just insisting That Her Name Is Da'Zariah.. It's Kind of Ghetto To Me.. But It'll Work,It's Still Cute.. The Last Person I need to Tell Is My Momma.. But I'm Gone Wait To Tell Her.
