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Why Are These Studs So Complicated?  I Wake Up And She Downstairs Feeding The Girls. I Did My Hygiene And Them Went Down Stairs. I Tried To Give Her A Kiss And She Moved And Picked Up Her Gym Bag.

  "I'm Going To The Gym."

  " Why?  You Still Have An Open Wound."

   " No It's Alright. "

  " Well... Aright See You Later  Baae I Love You.. " I Said While She Made Her Way Outside.

   She Waved Back And Said Love  You Too.

   I took My girls &&, Placed Them Into The Bath Tub. And I Sing To Them While I Did. Itsy Bitsy Spider. Nari Love That Song.. Chyy She Even Sing Along.After There Bath.. They Were Sleepy ..I Brushed Nari's Hair And Put Her On Some Play Clothes And socks. She Crawled Up Into Her Bed And Eventually Fell Asleep. While She Was On Her Way To Sleep I Was Fixing Niya A Bottle. And After A Warm Bottle She Gone Be Sleepy Too . I Fed Her And Like I Said She Was Sleepy. She Went To Sleep While In The Middle Of Her Bottle. I Kissed Her Forehead And Put Her Down For Rest.

  I Go In The Kitchen And Think About What I'm Going To Cook For Lunch.. I Want Shrimp But Aj Don't Eat That.  But She Love Chef boyardee Beeferoni.. So I Made Her Some Of That And Me Shrimp .About 3 Hours Pass And I Decided To Take It To Her And Let The Girls See Her. They Were Awake By This Time. So I Packed Up The Food And Nari And Niya's Baby Bags. And Made My Way To The Gym. I Called Her Phone So She Could Come Out, But She Didn't Answer. So I Grabbed Niya And Let Nari Walk And We Went Inside.. I'm Walking Around Asking The Familiar Faces If They Know Where Aj At.

   " She On The Other Side Of The Ring. " Said Kia.

   I Went On The Other Side Of The Ring.. I'm Not Sure Who The Girl She Was Sitting With Is But I Ain't Make A Big Deal It Was Nothing.

   "Hey Baby." I Said With A Happy To See Her Face.

   " Hey.... What You Doing Here?" She Asked With Her Have Frowned Up.

   " I Came To Bring You Lunch. "

   " Oh Its Aright.. Me && Shawna Went To McDonald's Already.."

   " Who Is Shawna? "

  "Me... " The Girl Next To Her Said..

  " Oh Ohkkay.. Well Nari Wanted To See You. "

  " Why You Got Them Here? "

  " I Can't Leave Them In The Car. "

   " So You Shouldn't Have came. "

  

   " Mann Aright W.e "

  && I Grabbed Za'Nariahs Hand And We Walked Out. She pissed Me Off I Was Thinking About You. maybe You Would Be Hungry. Bitch I At Least I Fucking Care... So I Texted Her Phone Talking Shit. And I Strapped My Girls Back In And Left. She Texted Back "OK. " Which  Made Me Even Madder. But I Went To Walmart To Buy Some More Bath Tub Mats. Yes We Have Some But I Want Pink Ones.. While Pushing My Shopping Cart.. This Girl Stopped Me And Asked While Where My Man.. Was.. She Was A Stud Though..

   " I'm Sorry I Don't Have A Man.. I Have A Girlfriend. "

  " Oh..  I Was Hoping You Would Say You Were A Single Parent.. But Since Your Not I Just Wanna Let You Know That Your Beautiful. "

   "Thank You.." I Replied And Walked Away..

    Mann All The Times I Get That.. As Many Other People I Could Be With?  And Aj Take Me For Granted.. She Know I'm Not Going No Where. That's Why She Do It. But Ion Wanna Fight... So While In Walmart I Bought Red Rose Pestles And Little Candles . I Bought Pineapple, Pear And Carmel. I Bought Massage Oils. We Just Gone Have A Good Time Tonight... I Bought Some Bath Seeds So I Can Run Her A Bath When She Gets Home. Then Our Evening Can Start. And I Got Her Some More Pajama Pants ..Just Because. So When I Got Home, I Began Setting Up Right Away .. Pookie Came And Picked Up The Girls. Tonight Gone Be Good.  It's About 20 Minutes Before She Gets Home And I Heated The Massage Oils. And Covered The Fruit.. It's All Set Up On My Bed Side. I Heard The Keys Chime And I Jumped Up. I Stood To The Top Of The Stairway.. There Were Candles And Pestles All Down The Stairs. When She Made It To The Top I Asked Her How Her Day Was.

   "Fine. "She Said With A Dull Voice..

   I grabbed Her Gym Bag From Her Hand And Left It Outside The Room. 

   "What Is All This? " She Asked..

   "Oh Nothing.. I Just Thought That We Should Have a Nice Evening."

   " Huh?Naw.. You Came To The Gym Acting Stupid And Now You Wanna Have A Nice Evening?  I'm Going To Sleep You Can Have A Nice Evening By Yourself. You Expect Everything To Just Be Ohkkay Because You Did This? No. " My Heart Dropped Cause As Bad As I Ain't Want This To Happen I Knew It Would.

  She Don't Look At The Fact That,I Try To Make Everything Ohkkay.. I Want To Be With Her And I Want It To Be Happy.. I Want Us To Be Happy.

   " Aj Why Not Just Enjoy It.. This Is For You.. "

  " Nah It's For You.. If It Was For Me You Would've Told Me About It. "

   " (Sigh) Aj Do You Still Love Me?  Am I Still Your Wife?  Do I Still Make You Happy?  "

   " I'm Not Going Through This With You.. You Need Something To Argue About And I'm Tired. I Go To Work All Day..  You Don't Do Shit So You wouldn't understand. "

  " Girl I Sit Home And Take Care Of Two Baby's You Trapped Me With. "

She Ain't Gone Change For Me And Nobody Else . All I Want Is For You To Love Me Back The Way I Love You She Don't Do That No More.. I Don't Think There's Anything There Anymore. So I'm Done. I'm Leaving For Good.. I Already Have An Apartment So I'm Good. I Still Love Her But I Gotta Go. I Love Her So Much It's Hate..

   So The The Next Day While She Was At The Gym.. I Texted Her Letting Her Know What I Was Doing And She Ain't Text OR Call Me.. She Could Care Less About Me Leaving. I Didn't expected Her To. I Got My Girls And Left.

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