It's Been 6 Months.. And I'm Now Starting To Show.. My Belly Getting Big. My Momma Still Don't Know. So I Wear Big Jackets And Clothes To Cover It Up. So Once Again I Have A Doctors Appointment Today But First I Have To Go See My God Momma...
I Got In The Car With Aj, She Kissed My lips And My Belly.. For Me To Be 6 Months,I'm Alot Bigger Then I thought I Should Be. I Don't See How My Momma Still Ain't Notice. She probably Be Too High To tell.. So I'm Going To See My God Momma About The Kids.. She Wants To Know What I Want to Do About Them And The Cps. They Came Out Already And Gave Us 2 Options.. Get The Kids Away From Her Or They Go To Them.. So I'm Doing My Best Right Now..
When I Got To Her House She Invited both Me And Aj To Come in. Just So You Know This Is Pookie's mom. Aj Walked On My Side Of The Car To Help Me Out. I Got Out And She Closed My Door. Then we Walked Up To The Door.. Well She Walked I Waddled. Once We Got in We Sat At Her Kitchen Table And She Asked Me What I Wanted To Do.
HER: So.. Whats Your Plan For The Kids?
ME: Well.. I'm Just Gone Move Out Of Her House And Take Them With Me.
HER: You sure? You Have Your Own Child To Take Care Of Work And School.. How Will You Do That? Yes You Have Aj, But She Also Has Work And School.. Plus 3 More Kids Listen Simply Won't Work.
ME: So What you think?
HER: Do You Know Anyone Who Would take Them?
ME: No We Have No Family.
HER: Well.. I Have A Four Bedroom House And Only Me And Pookie Live Here. They Can Come Here.
ME: Are You Sure?, They Not Good Ordinary Kids.
HER: Of Course.. I love Them.. And I'll fill out all of the papers. So Tokyo can Enjoy Your Pregnancy.
This Took Alot Off My Plate.. Now Off To My Doctors Appointment. I Have Been Eating And Keeping Down My Food. The New Vitamins She Gave Me Work. So in The Doctors Office Today I Find Out The Sex Of My Baby But I Already Know Its A Girl But I Still Have To have The Ultrasound.
MY DOCTOR: Are you excited?
ME: I already Know It's A Girl..But I'm Excited To Hear Her Heart Beat.
AJ: *SOUNDING ANXIOUS* Me Too..
She Squirted The Jelly On my Belly.. She Rubbed It Around Then Turned Out The Lights And Said "Let's See What We Have Here." So.. She Takes Her Camera Thingy And Rubs It All over My Stomach Until She Found A Heart Beat..
MY DOCTOR: There's Here Heart ..
She Continued and The Said Here's A Leg.. I Cannot See The Monitor But Aj Can..
MY DOCTOR: And....*SOUNDING UNSURE* Another heart?
ME:What?
MY DOCTOR: *DEEP GASP*
AJ: *LOOKING SICK AND EXCITED, EYES BIG*
ME: What's Going on? What Happend?.
MY DOCTOR: Your not Have A Little Girl..
ME: ...it's a BOY?
My DOCTOR: Your having Little Girls..
ME: EXCUSE ME???
My DOCTOR: Twins.. And They're All Hugged Up Inside You. Like They Don't want to be separated.
AJ: *LAUGHING,SMILING* Thats Them Johnson Genes! Haaaannn I Made Twins.. *MONEY DANCE*
ME: Shut The Fuck Up.
MY DOCTOR: Ky..Language.
ME: I'm Sorry She Just Stupid.. But Are They're Heart Beats Regular? And Do They Look Healthy? Are They Attached?
MY DOCTOR: They're Fine.. The Picture Of Health..
After The Doctors Appointment I went Home.. Aj Shared The news With Her Mom And She Also Got Very Excited.. But On My End.. I Have To Tell My Mom.. And I Don't Know How She'll Feel About it.. No Actually I Do She gone have A Mouth full. I Wish I Didn't Have To Tell Her But I Do Because I Live In her House. When I got Home I have The Ultrasound pictures in by Hand.. So I walked in My Bedroom And laid Them On My Dresser.. When I Walked In My Momma Was Talking Mad Shit.. She Irritated The fuck Out of Me... But I Called her in My Room And Told Her That I Had To Tell Her Something.. I Had Second Thoughts because She Was Feigning For Her Drug At The Moment Or So that's What it seemed Like. She Came in My Room And I Moved My Photos from my dresser. She Sat on The Bed And So Did I.
ME: Ma, I Gotta Something But I'm Not Sure How You Gone Take It But Please Don't be Mad..
MOMMA:*VICIOUSLY, NOT SITTING STILL* What girl? Spit it out don't beat Around The bush..
ME:I'm Pregnant.
MOMMA: You Stupid Li Hoe! That's What Ya Ass Get For Slinging Pussy For Money Nasty Bitch. Get Yo Shit And get Tf out my house Sluts can't live here..
I Wanted to Slap her.. instead I called Aj..
ME:*CRYING* Baae can you come get me please.
AJ: What's Wrong??
ME:*CRYING* Just come get me she snapped on me and She Putting me Out Please Just Come Get Me.
She Heard Me Telling Aj to come get me.. She Walked back In My Bedroom and lying Ultrasound photos fell out of my pocket.. She Picked them up...
MOMMA: And it's two of them? You A Nasty Li bitch!
She Ripped Up There Ultrasound Photos And Threw Them On The Floor I got mad..
ME: You stupid Bitch! Why Would you Do That?
MOMMA: Oh Yeah?? *STARTS HITTING*
ME: I'M FUCKING PREGNANT!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!??
MOMMA: FUCK these baby's.
She Picked Up the Computer printer that Sat On The Side of my bed.. She Hit Me Right upside My Head With It And I Got Dizzy.. Then I felt her kicking me all in my stomach.. But I Couldn't Defend Myself My Body had shut down.. I felt all the blood rushing from my head down the side of my face. I Had Went Unconscious from the Blow to my head.
