I was sitting her just rocking the baby. She was tired, and cranky, and I was mad as hell. Leroi was really fucked up for just leaving especially after choking me. Yeah I got a lil hands on, but I’m a female. Ugh if people only knew what I went through to have our baby and all of the shit I dealt with while I was pregnant. Leroi had started hanging real heavy with Juan in the studio, and helping with security at concerts and I was left to run both dry cleaners , and run the non-profit which I had to let Nadine take over, and that’s another thing, how he gonna take up for a bitch that didn’t even raise me. I mean let’s be clear, I had grown to love Nadine, but I had never really gotten to get my feelings about her off my chest. I held all that shit in and, it was killing me. She had tried to make up for the time she missed, but what could she do now? Plus, I was still missing Shayla. I had a beautiful picture of her blew up, and put over the fireplace.
It was the last school picture she had taken, and I had tried my best to cover her bald spots. The tears started falling from my eyes to my babies sleeping face. I got up and took her into her pink nursery, and placed her gently in her crib. I started to burp her, but she was sleeping so peacefully. I walked out of the room, and cracked the door. I wanted to call my husband, but I was really not trying to give in so I decided to take a shower, and then get in the bed. I took a long, hot, shower and my mind was eased. I walked into the bedroom, and opened the drawers under the bed. I was looking for Leroi’s stash of kush. I pulled the drawer all the way out, and looked over all varieties of sex toys, and miscellaneous junk. I found the reebok shoe box that held his stash and pulled off the lid. It was full to the brim with weed, and the smell had my mouth watering. I had secretly been smoking weed for months now, and even the last month of my pregnancy. I knew Roi would trip cause he claims it’s un-lady like, as if he knew what that even meant.
I reached in a grabbed enough for two blunts then slowly replaced the lid, and pushed it to the back of the drawer. I was just about to close the drawer when some vibrating caught my attention. I looked through the drawer thinking I maybe had turned on one of my vibrators. I kept pushing stuff to the side when I saw something small and shiny that caught my eye. I picked it up, and saw it was a really cheap camera phone, it was a cricket phone, and me and Roi had a Verizon plan. I flipped it open, and scrolled through the contacts not recognizing anyone. I then looked through the texts, and the first message I came to was the one that had just been sent. I opened it and waited as the attachment downloaded. I got a funny feeling when I saw it was a video, but I opened it. My heart almost dropped when I saw a girl sucking dick, and I mean givin the mean head too. I laughed, whoever owned this phone was a freak, but why was it in here. I was about to shut off the video when I saw a familiar ring on a familiar hand, pushing the girls head further, and further down on the dick. I slammed the phone shut. I had saw enough. I put the phone back in the drawer, and called my husband, but of course no fuckin answer.
