Jungkook was smiling from ear to ear. I was just staring at the test.
Jk: Y/n. Dont look so down.
I started to cry. I covered my face with my hands. Jungkook comforted me.
Jk: Shhhh. Dont cry. Im here for you.
Y/n: What am I gonna tell mom!?
Jk: Just tell her you fell in love with me and we made a baby.
Y/n: But thats not true Jungkook!!
Jungkook just looked shocked at my words. He looked down.
Jk: You never loved me? You told me you did. You lied?
Y/n: Jungkook of course I love you but i-
Jk: No you dont. You fucking loved my dick.
Y/n: Jungkook I told you. I LOVE JIMIN!!
I yelled and cried harder.
Jk: Then why did you fuck me?
I looked at Jungkook. He started to walk away while crying. I was shocked. I then get a call from my mother. I answer the phone.
On phone
Mom: Y/n me and your
Father are not coming home
Tonight. We got a last minute call and we have to work an out of town shift. Be safe and keep your brothers safeY/n: Ok mom bye.
Mom: bye
Off phone
I broke down crying right in the kitchen. I knew it. I am a hore. I am a bitch. And im gonna be a bad mother. I ran to my room and went in the bathroom. I wrote a note to my family.
Dear family,
Im sorry i brought you dispare. I never ment to. Jimin i love you. Jungkook i love you too. Dad you were so nice to me and i could never ask for anything more. Mom i love you so much. You stayed by my side and never left. Thank you for that.
Signed Y/n.
I looked at the razor. Me and this baby are gonna go together.
Y/n: Baby im sorry im doing this but mommy cant raise you here. Mommy fucked up big time. I love you.
I grabbed the razor a sliced my wrist. I screamed accidentally because of the pain. I covered my mouth. I put a towel in my mouth and sliced the other wrist. I threw the towel away and looked at the red substance falling out my skin. I cried hard.
Y/n: im sorry.
I sat on the floor waiting for everything to go black. But instead Jungkook busted into my room. I stayed looking down.
Jk: Y/n i- Y/N WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO YOURSELF!
He walked over to me and tried to pull me up.
Y/n: Stop it.
Jk: What do you mean stop it! You could die!
He yanked me up and ran water over my cuts. I screamed from pain. He wiped the blood and patched me up. I looked down. He lifted my head and looked me in my eyes.
Jk: Why did you do it?
Y/n: I dont wanna be here.
Jungkook hugged me. I felt his tears fall on my head.
Jk: Im sorry. I didnt mean what I said.
Y/n: You did. You ment everyword. Im gonna be a bad mother. I shouldn't have said that I didn't love you because a part of me does Love you. I do. I love you both and I dont know who to choose.
Jk: Choose whats best for the baby.
Y/n: Jungkook. What if mom makes me get rid of the baby?
Jk: I wont let that happen. And step mom wouldn't let that happen either. She would support you because thats how she is.
He looked me in my eyes.
Jk: Y/n you know I never want to hurt you. I love you.
Y/n: I-i love....
I looked down. Should I say it?
Y/n: I love you too.
He kissed me passionately. I felt the love and hurt behind the kiss. I kissed back. Im emotional and what I need is someone by my side and if this is the only way to do that then im gonna do it. I have to do whats best for my baby. We broke the kiss.
Y/n: Thank you.
Jk: For?
Y/n: Being there for me. Even though im a slut your still here.
Jk: Your not a slut. You had sexual hormones that you couldn't control. You came to me and fell in love with me. Thats not being a slut. Thats called satisfaction.
Y/n: But Jungkook-
Jk: Shhh.
He kissed me again. He lifted me and put me on the bed not breaking the kiss. I grabbed him by his neck because a part of me told me that I need Jungkook in my life but the other part tells me that i want Jimin. Jimin was my first and we've been through to much. Jungkook smirked at me and looked me in my eyes.
Jk: Im gonna get Jimin out of your mind for you.
Jungkook kissed me again. His hands went under my shirt. His kisses moved down to my neck. He suck on my sweet spot. All of his touches were soft and slow. He touched me as if I was so fragile that if he made a wrong move I would break. He left a mark on my neck and moved lower. He took my shirt off and removed his. His skin on mine. He reconnected our lips. Our tounges fighting for dominance. I won. He smirked into the kiss.
Jk: Dont be mad at what happens in a few moments.
I was confused. He went down and took my pants and underwear off. Am i supposed to be mad at this? He licked up my womenhood and shoved two fingers in. I arched my back and moaned. Jungkook smirked. He kissed me and I pulled him closer to close any space. He looked at me.
Jk: 3......2.......1
I was still confused then........
??: Liar.
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