We Are Not Okay

Percy

1st pov- Percy

I have seen a lot in my time as a demigod. But this was.....mortifying. It takes guts to be a hero, this I know. But it also takes a lot of sacrifice.
We ended the war against gaia with a bang. Everything was a blow up in my face. The day we arrived at camp half blood I immediately iris messaged my mom but it wasn't the same as seeing her in real person. This was hard. I loved my mom way to much to go 3 weeks without her. More or less 10 months. I broke down when I saw her via iris message. I sobbed to her for about 3 hours. Letting out everything i could say. How thankful i was to have her and my stepdad paul alive. How i missed her so much and can't wait to come back home. About all the good parts of the quest like meeting Jason,Piper, and Leo. And some of the bad. I feel i don't need to specify those. About camp jupiter and frank and hazel. And she told me everything in her life.
Later Annabeth came to my cabin. She was the love of my life. "Hey seaweed brain. How are you doing. You rushed off earlier." I don't know what I would do without her." I popped up and rubbed my red eyes. My voice shaked. "Wise girl. I'm fine. You?" My voice broke when I said I was fine. Annabeth came over and sat on my bunk whith me. "Percy.....how are you. Tell me; don't fib." I breathed a shaky breath. I knew I could tell annabeth anything. But the thing is,I didn't know what to. I felt a lot worse than fine but I couldn't describe it. I was terrified,beyond depressed,and in everyway possible-mentaly and physically- I felt broken. I fell face first into my pillow."Annabeth. I don't. I...i have this feeling that I can't describe. Between the quest and hera kidnapping me and taking my memories and ta....ta...." I snapped like a twig. It was all way to much. I ended up sobbing-wailing into Annabeth's shoulder. Nothing about me would ever be the same. I have seen to much in the past month or so. And I could never forget it.