We Are Not Okay

Annabeth

I stayed with percy for a while as he had his moment. It has always been a rare sight to see seaweed brain cry but lately it's been so common it hurts. Chiron eventually came in abd said that I had to leave. Percy tried to beg chiron to let me stay. " Percy, I'll see you in a little bit. Do you want me to send jason or frank? I'm sure one of them would come in." I said. " No. Annabeth I need you." I need you to. More than ever I thought. " Percy I'm sorry. I'll go find one of the guys alright?" I shut the door behind me and walked with chiron. Ever since we got back from the quest I've had this feeling inside me and it was such a heavy weight to carry. Turns out I wasn't the only one. " Annabeth, I'm sorry. I would let you stay longer but rules are rules and we have to follow them." Chiron told me. " No I get it. But - percy...I feel like percy is the only one who understands what I feel."  " well what about piper. I see you two have grown closer. " He said. I sighed and pushed my hair out of my face. " well yeah but...I don't know." "Annabeth what's wrong." I sat on a huge rock by the archery range. " Annabeth...." tears started to firm but my face grew hot. I didn't know this feeling. It was something that made me want to scream. " Chiron why did everything have to be like this. Why did it have to be us that went on the.quest. why us to go through tatarus. Why did any if this crap happen to us. Why couldn't the gods just handel it themselves." My voice grew more as I spoke. My tears dried but my face was red,hot, and it felt like steam was coming from my ears. Chiron put out a hand on my shoulder. " Annabeth relax. Why did any of this happen is a good question. Why don't you ask your mother." I shrugged off his hand.  " and what get a stupid awsner it none at all. She never listens to me. So what's the point!" I was yelling now and chiron looked concerned. " Annabeth. Relax." "No! I can't! Just leave me alone! Just let me live like a normal teenager. Normal teenage girls my age don't have to worry about having nightmares about her or her boyfriend dying. Or battling monsters everytime I step outside of Camp Half- Blood! Why can't I just be normal!" I screamed and ran to my cabin, slamming the door behind me. Malcom rushed to my bedside." Annabeth? Hey...what's wrong." " leave Malcom! Everyone leave. I demand you go help clean up the ruble!" I screamed. And pushed everyone out the door then locked it. I fell face first into the pillow on the chair and screamed so loud my voice gave out after 10 seconds. Just like percy something it side me snapped and I lost it.