Jason's P.O.V.
Ryan was driving me, (Y/N), Allen, Chaz and Robin to his house. Luke decided to go home, in case CIA came for him. We thought going to hospital would be dangerous and I am too much shaken to drive so we didn't plan to take (Y/N) hospital.
"Jase?" (Y/N) asked. I looked at her and smiled. Though I know it seemed fake to everyone. Cause it really was.
We reached Ryan's house and I and Allen brought (Y/N) in. She sat on the couch and I moved away from her. Ryan brought a first aid and handed it to Allen. Allen slowly pulled out the bullet and I came to remember the 1st time she got shot.
(Y/N) hissed as the bullet came out. That was the bullet. I put in her. "Calm down... calm down... It'll take a minute" Allen cooed. Her hand was covered in blood. And then image Josh cutting her hand came in front of my eyes. I soon felt the wall behind me.
"I'm sorry" I whispered knowing that she couldn't hear that. Ryan walked towards me. "Man, it's not your fault" He said. (Y/N) looked at me. She knew what we were talking about. "It is" I whispered. She stood up. "Jason, it isn't" She said concerned. "Can't you see?! I shot you, (Y/N)! With my own f***ing hands!" I said. Grabbing the keys of the car in which we just came, I left out. "Jason! It's dangerous!" She shouted but I just rode off.
Allen's P.O.V.
"Allen, go after him! It's dangerous..." (Y/N) said. She was so concerned. Normally, I would be angry on Jason, for going out in this situation. But right now... I know he is right...
He was f***ed up... so he left to clear his mind. But I can't leave him alone now. "Okay okay! Wait!" Derek interrupted. "Who are you, guys? And why did we save your a** twice?" He said. So, Jason didn't tell who we were. "You weren't suprised to see us at Jason's" Robin asked. Of course! He didn't know us but he didn't freak out seeing us there?
"That's because, we saved your a**es with Jason once!" Point taken. "Ryan, over to you... I'm going after Jason" I said. "Me too" Robin said. We got in one of the million dollar cars and rode off to find him. Where are you, Jase?
Jason's P.O.V.
I drove outside the city and stopped the car. I came out if the car. My head was spinning and I sat down by the road. Cars were passing by but as I sat burying my face in my hands... no one recognised me. I sobbed like really... I don't deserve her! I can't control my freaking anger and think of spending my life with her.
The passers-by gave me a wierd look. I just sat hugging my knees. I love her so much but I can't give her life. The only thing, I can give her is, death...
"Jason!" I heard Allen's voice. I looked up in the direction of the sound He shut the door of the car and walked towards me. "Just look at your self" He said sitting beside me. "What are you crazy?" Robin asked. I was suddenly shaking from the wind. My teeth started to clatter.
"Yeah... leave your Jacket and us back home" Allen said walking to the car and throwing my black Jacket toward me. I grabbed it just putting it around me, not properly wearing it. "Now, what's going on?" He asked sitting besides me again.
"I don't deserve her" I muttered. "I don't" I again said looking at him in eye. "What are you talking about, Jason?" Robin asked. "That girl up there is worried sick about you! And you are here when you know that cops are searching for you everywhere..." Robin shouted. I can't believe, he could be that angry.
"Jason, that girl really loves you! Please just do her a favour and just love her all you can-" "I can't!" I shouted.
Author's P.O.V.
"I can't!" Jason shouted. Robin was shocked with such a change in behaviour. "Because, I don't deserve her! She deserves better!" Jason shouted standing on his feet. He turned around running his fingers in his hair. "Really? Then who does?" Robin asked.
Allen was quickly alert. He looked and Robin and then Jason, praying that Jason won't speak a word. "Allen does" Jason said. Allen closed his eyes as Robin looked at him confused. "Allen?" He asked. "Allen?" Robin asked laughing mockingly. "Okay? Now, this is serious sh*t..." Robin said.
"It's not a joke! It's... not a joke..." Jason said. Allen stood up. "Allen?" Robin asked but Allen just stared down furrowing his brows, hands thrusted in his pockets. "Okay, so, I think, I am the only one not knowing what's up" Robin said.
"Robbie, don't you see? I don't deserve (Y/N)! Allen does... cause he freaking loves her!" Jason shouted. Robin looked at Allen with the wtf look. "Jason, we've been through this... no girl is more important to me than my friend" Allen said.
"Well, what if something bad happens to (Y/N) tomorrow... because of me..." Jason shouted. "I can only kill and now people want to kill me" Jason trailed. "I might kill her" He said.
"Hey, man... Shut up! I love you... okay?" Allen said putting both his hands on Jason's shoulder. "And believe me (Y/N) would prefer dying with you rather than living without you" He said re-assuringly. "And anyways, she's the only one, who can be sane around you" He said circling his arms around Jason's neck. Robin chuckled. "Okay, stay away from each other, gays" He said but instead the trio joined in a hug.
"Allen, f***er, you tried hiding this from me?" Robin said smacking him. "Hey, I don't care about just one girl" Allen said jokingly like old times. "F*** you, Jase, you made this emotional" Robin said. Jason smiled a sad smile and wiped his tears. Time seemed to have rewinded itself to Jason's high school times... where everything was fine...
But the worse is yet to come
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