Paralysed [j.j.k] c O m P l E t E

Chapter 7

A few months later

Y/N POV++

My eyes flickered open, my vision was blurry and my mind was going wild.

My thoughts lingered, circling around my brain. My lips were dry however I couldn't lick them, i couldn't move, I couldn't release all the disturbing thoughts in my head.

It hurt.

I tried to clench my fist in anger but to no avail.

What the actual what is going on?

Suddenly hearing sobs from beside me, my eyes shifted towards the crying form of Jung kook.

I heard a crack, assuming it came from my heart, I immediately thought I was dead. After all I can't move an inch so...

But it was the chair he was sitting on. There he was, crouching position, head buried in his palm, balling his eyes out.

I pitied him.

I think he noticed me staring because after a few minutes he lifted his face to my direction.

I just stared blankly.

"Everyone is gone," he whispered with his broken angelic voice.

"And you... Your slipping through my fingers.... once again..."

Once again?

Slipping?

"Looks like everything went as planned, my stupid thoughts and dreams became reality, I HATE REALITY!"

He was completely losing control, however I knew what he was talking about.

He had told me a few years ago. At fist I thought he was bonkers but after writing down a few of his traumatic dreams down and them happening in reality... It was then I believed him.

That explained his expression back at the house... As if he knew... He expected it to happen but didn't want to accept it.

I internally sighed.

"You've been asleep for a while..." he started again with a softer voice.

"A few good months, I bet it sucked to be in your shoes, but you know what's worse?... Being in my shoes instead, not having anyone to talk to, having everyone I love being taken away from me... And knowing I will never see your smiling face again.."

"You're paralyzed Y/n..." it was hardly above a whisper.

I wanted to cradle him so bad, I wanted to be with him and tell him it was OK but.. But I couldn't.

"What is this life? I don't deserve you... Am I cursed? Why must bad things always happen to me and why can't I do anything about it?" he sniffed.

"why Y/n?.."

"Why..."

Flashback end
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Hey!
So basically what will happen from now on is just what happened before... Does that make sense?

Hmm Idk I don't understand myself either so.. 😂

I hope you don't mind my mistakes if there are any.

Because my autocorrect hates me *pouts*

IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT AUTOCORRECT, YEAH YOU
*points at autocorrect *

Anyway, *shifts awkwardly before dashing out with embarrassment *

Bye my loveliesssss🖤🖤🖤