Rained on my Heart Book 2 Child of The Sand and Sea (Gaara love story)

Chapter 6 Confronting my love

-Calienia's P.O.V.-

I laid on my bed silently sobbing. Suzu was now laying next to me and licking away my tears every now and then to comfort me.

"Please stop crying Cali-Chan, your much prettier when you smile."

"I-I can't.....the dream was so.....real." I said in between sniffles.

"Well I guess it's better then bottling up your emotions, you used to not shed a single tear until Kazekage-Sama freed them."

"Yeah.....I feel kinda weak though....It's like I'm always crying now."

"That's totally not true!" I heard someone say and I turned to see Anna.

I sat up and wiped away my tears.

"Anna? What are you doing here?"

"Kanky told me that Gaara requested that I'd come to check on you. Are you ok? What happened?" Anna asked as she pulled some tissues from her pocket and dried my cheeks.

She's always been a bit motherly like towards almost everyone since Kenichi was born.

'Gaara did? I guess he hasn't been completely ignoring me...' I thought and took a deep breath.

"I...I had a dream about my mother..."

"Calienia......" Anna said quietly and caringly before giving me a hug.

I hugged her back just as tight. It felt nice to not feel completely alone. Anna and Suzu really made me feel better. We talked for a bit about my dream and other things until I finally calmed down and my face was free of tears. Crying made me feel weak but it also felt like a release and that felt better then anything.

"So where's Kenichi? I never thought I'd see you without him." I asked sipping the tea that Anna had made.

"He's with Kanky right now. There having a father son bonding moment." Anna said with a giggle. "Though I wish I made sure Kankuro knew how to change a dipper."

I laughed a little and smiled then it disappeared almost instantly.

"So....do you know what's going on with Gaara?" I asked and Anna almost choked on her tea.

"I......I really don't want to talk about it."

"So you do know!"

"Weeeeell....."

"Anna please tell me! I'm so desperate I may just go over there to find out mysel-

"Don't!"

I got real quiet at Anna's sudden outburst and a silence filled the room.

".....Ummm..."

"Sorry.....Just promise me you won't go see Gaara."

I was beyond shocked now. Not see Gaara? What was she talking about? I wasn't allowed to see my own boyfriend when he was sick?

"But!-

"Calienia I'm being serious! Whatever you do, stay away from him!"

"Why?!"

".......It's for your own safety....I have to go, your better now right?" Anna said getting up and walking to the door but stopped to look at me.

I nodded.

"Good....Now stay away from him before you do something you'll both regret." Anna said and left.

***Weeks later-Night***

I laid in bed letting Anna's words sink in. I hadn't seen Gaara since we returned to the village and my heart ached for him.

'What am I going to do? I need to see him...' I thought but shook those thoughts away.

Anna would kill me if I broke our promise. Every time I tried asking about Gaara people would tell me to stay away from him. This drove me crazy, just what was it that I had to stay away from? Gaara wouldn't harm a fly unless it was deadly with laser beam eyes and a blood thirsty personality.

I let a robotic fly interrupt my thoughts until my heart ached for Gaara again. I tried thinking of the fly having a french accent and destroying villages but it didn't work to well. I missed Gaara's touch, his celestial glassy eyes, his soft lips....him.

I couldn't take it anymore, I had to see him and find out why he was avoiding me. I knew he wasn't some kind of a monster so I had every right to see him. I got up and got dressed before heading out the door without making a sound so Suzu wouldn't wake up.

No one was going to stop me, I had to know why Gaara was avoiding me. I had to know if he still really truly loved me!

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Really short and all but....CLIFF HANGER!!!! lol sry the next chapter will be longer and exciting but the excitement never ends! I personally believe the second book will be more exciting then the first one! Also the pic to the side was made by CruisingBy4 from youtube. It's a picture of Calienia in the Akatsuki for my Akatsuki show thing, I thought I should show you guys since it just looks so epic! ^_^

I don't really make them as much as I used to but I'll put ep one to the side in case your interested.