Sanders Sides Headcanons

Omegaverse pt. 2 - LAMP

That omegaverse headcanon got me thinking, what if before acceptance videos Virgil always hide himself during heat and endure it by himself. Always feeling ashamed everytime he tried to relieve himself while thinking the others want him.Or maybe even after everyone accepted him he still insecure about it and so when the others help him, they always to make sure Virgil feel loved and cared. I dunno why, I'm feeling a bit down today. I need a little comfort. ;_;

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- Virgil just being alone and needy af, he'll finger himself, use his toys but what he really, really wants is a nice, real, cock buried deep inside him knotting him (preferably one of the others')

- and he tries hard to just imagine this nameless and faceless being fucking into him but his mind just goes when he gets needy and he imagines how the others would fuck him (if they fuck him)

- he thinks Patton would be sweet and caring, handling him so nicely and edging/overstimulating him to the point of crying. he imagines Logan being rough and methodical, knowing just how to fuck him to bring maximum pleasure. and Roman, god Roman, just being so overwhelming in the best way

- and he cries as he fucks himself onto a toy, sobbing as he comes. tiring himself out from the act and crying that he just barely takes the toy out of his ass and collapses into the bed and into his own come (he wakes up later, wet and cold and miserable, he cries again, telling himself he doesn't deserve to get himself off and he doesn't deserve to clean himself up)

- then everything happens and they accept him and love him so much and he cries for happy reasons.

- and his first heat of them all being together comes.

- he instinctively wants to hide himself away because he's insecure and doesn't deserve them but they all tell him how special they are to him in their different ways

- and their methods of fucking him is so, so different to what he imagined. Patton is rough and quick, Logan's slow, hesitant, and experimental, and Roman is tender and sweet.